Dear us,

The Two Bears

Walking up with this agonizing pain which gnaws in your soul and tares your heart. You keep thinking
why does it hurt so bad?!! why do i feel that bad?
I never was like this before, I never was this broken . I never imagined I will have all those heartaches. What did i do wrong?!!! You keep thinking to yourself as you know overthinking is now your new Bestte and interrogating it as if you will ever put your hand on the source of the problem.

You hated to be like this and knows how much your mother will hate to see you like this

You say,dear me tell me what's wrong with you ?why are you feeling that bad?. You were always a happy person when did things go wrong ?
Walk up dear self stop pitying your self .
Was i so harsh? I'm sorry, i just hate it when i feel that you are getting so vulnerable. I was just trying to walk you up.. i was just trying to make you stronger. It doesn't mean that you don't have the right to be sad. Absolutely not take your time it's natural to be sad sometimes but just don't drift away don't go so far.

You know what I'm going to tell you a story you might have heard about before.
It's about two bears...
it's said that inside of every human there are two bears.
One represents good and optimism whilst the other represent bad,pessimism and everything evil. This two bears in a continuous war and the one who wins is the one you feed. And that's the reason why i was so harsh on you... it was only because I wanted the good bear to win.. I know you may not be in the mood and I know this is not the best version of your self... but you can do better, you can be better.. you always do.
dear readers,
I know this chapter may sound very pessimistic and sad but haven't any one of you been there before. If you have, i want you to know you are not alone and please don't ever stop fighting. Embrace your downs, adore your bad times and accept your falls.
As long as we are alive, there is a hope.
A beam of light that guides us to the way.
Hold on to this beam, walk after it to the end of the road and finally when you are there, all those bad memories will be forgotten.
Dear readers,
stand in-front of your mirror and say dear self you are strong you can bear this and you will defeat it, say dear self you will help that good bear to win...