Besties - Mina x Fem!Reader

Chapter 9: Silent Thoughts

'That was.. a lie..'

Y/n looked to her side, admiring a sleeping Mina. She looked so majestic under the moonlight. Giving Y/n a flashback, though it wasn't long ago, to the shine in Mina's eyes, the light of the stars reflecting off her.

Mina was light.

Y/n had never been in love before, but she had convinced herself she was in love, with Mina, though she did have small doubts.

Am i doing this for attention? Why do i actually like her?

Though Y/n already had a million answers for those questions.

But now.. there was no doubt in her mind.

Her smile was brighter than the sun, her eyes which were once curtained with pain and sadness, now shone brighter than ever before. Her soul free to be the energetic, happy-go-lucky person she is.

The fact Mina came back to Y/n gave her enough happiness she could use it as fuel to go around the world 10 times.

'I want you to love me back..'

Y/n wasn't a poetic person, but beautiful words swirled around her head, all for Mina.

You are light

These feelings i used to fight

Now i don't want them to leave

Neither do i want you to

The words on my sleeve

Just waiting to be said to you

Suddenly crumble from your beauty

One look, one word, could instantly kill me

If only, it were from you

Now me, you will never shoo

If you hadn't gotten the clue

I'm in love with you

Y/n smiled, but her brain continued to buzz. New words bubbling up in her mind.

It was you i thought of day and night

which is why it hurt, when you left my sight

A shove down memory lane

In a way.. i got lost while you swam in your pain

but the others said you're still there

Another chance please? It's only fair..

do i feel the same?

the same you had felt for him?

or is it the attention, that i aim?

Though now i know i would give life and limb

Life and limb for you and only you

I desperately try to drop you clue after clue

Though i guess I'm untrustworthy

I still love you, clearly

Alone to the mirror i say 'when i'm with her

time feels like a blur'

we spend so much time together

under good and bad weather

many interests we share

though i can't help but feel it's unfair

i spend nights fantasizing how we could end up together

Could we change the being in 'being best friends' to a 'were'

or would you hit me with an arrow of rejection

Pierce me deeper than Cupid had whenever i looked at you

If you were to, expect a big reaction

I'm not sure i could face you, while covered in a blue hue

So, again I think

Bringing my sanity to the brink

I love you, you will never be my foe

Mina Ashido

Y/n's heart sank, how could her lovey dovey vibe change to such heartbreak. She cringed as certain lines rang through her head.

'Why am i so depressing?'

Y/n looked up at the sky again, oh how god must be laughing at her. She was hopeless. How would she ever confess to her best friend if she couldn't even string nice words in her head.

Suddenly noticing the cool breeze the flew through the park, Y/n covered Mina with the blanket she was sitting on. Making a bit of a Mina sandwich, while Y/n sat on the grass.

She placed a small kiss to Mina's forehead. Soon feeling the tiredness pull at her eyelids.

She couldn't confess. Not yet..

Neither of them were ready

AHHH they kinda kissed :D you're welcome

Anyway-

I did write those poems :) thats why they were probably bad :)

Also i may or may not have based them off of someone-

ANYWAY

Out of my non-existing love life 🥲

Sorry if this chapter was too poetic-y i tried to write it out more in Y/n's thoughts. :)

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Hope y'all have a great rest of your day/night, dont forget to eat, drink, and rest. BYYE