The Broken Ones | ✔

Chapter 50.

Chapter 50.

VERONICAS P.O.V

We drove all the way to the entrance of the Hospital and waited for Toby to come once he found a parking spot. 

We rode the elevator in silence. Once we were in the floor were Scott was I stopped. 

You would think that I should be used to coming into hospitals...but my hands are sweating like crazy and my throat has a knot in it making it hard to breath. The hairs on my neck stood up making the room seem like it was made of ice. 

I stop walking and started to shake my head. It's all your fault! He's going to die because of you!

I shake my head and put my hands on my head. Get out of my head! It's not my fault! "I didn't do it!" I scream out loud and drop to the ground. "Please" I sob. "Please...G-get out of my head."

It's all your fault. They're all dead because of you! It's all YOUR FAULT! Just kill yourself already! Do you think Toby actually loves you?

I started to smack the ground like a crazy person. My head and heart where throbbing with pain. "No! No!" I heard someone crying out my name but I was getting dizzy and the voices in my head were getting louder. "Drew! Help me!'

Don't be stupid! He's not going to help you. You KILLED his bestfriend!

My sobs were coming louder and louder. I was loosing my balance just by sitting down. The ground felt like it was moving. It was spinning, trapping me, making me impossible to stand up and walk. My feet were numb and my brain felt like it was about to come out of my skull.

Die! Just do it! Kill yourself!

"Veronica? Veronica! Listen to my voice." I couldn't distinguish who was speaking. "Listen to my voice. Breath." The person sounded panicked. "Breath. In and out. In and out."

I tried to do just that but I couldn't. "I can't it hurts! Make it stop!" I tried again but it was no use.

You'll see your family soon. Don't worry.

The lights went out.

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2 weeks later.

TOBY'S P.O.V

I fixed my black tuxedo and my hair and looked at myself in the mirror. You better not cry, Toby! You have to stay strong.

"The funeral is about to start." Fawn steps inside my room.

I gave her a small nod. She stepped closer to me and engulfed me in a hug. I wrapped my arms around my cousin and I could hear sobs.

My sobs.

"It will get better from here. Life throws many things at us but God did this for a reason." She whispers and I could hear how much she was holding in her own sob.

I just stayed still and we kept hugging for a long time.

Three minutes later, their was a knock on the door. "They're waiting for both of you down there." Nathan came and held on to Fawns hand.

I wiped my eyes and masked my face with a blank one. "Let's go." I said.

I didn't wait for them and went down the stairs where Dash and Roman where- dressed in tuxedos. I nodded at them and continued walking with them following behind me.

My mask was still emotionless when I entered the backyard. Everyone and everything looked gloomy. The sky's were dark and cloudy. The people were showing their condolences. My mother was sitting in the front row by herself and just stared at the brown coffin that was mocking me.