Captivated by his Warmth (Luxury Girls 1)

Chapter 11

Stalk.

I was able to go home quickly that day since I called my driver to pick me up. Two weeks passed but still masakit pa din. The two weeks were filled with busy day that is why hindi ko masyado naisip yung nangyari. I am done on my 3rd Year too. It is our vacation now. Kaya here mas lalo ko na naiisip yung mga nangyari sakin.

I haven't told my cousins what happened because like me they were busy too since we had to complete our requirements and own clubs that we manage. The last information they know about my relationship with Ed is yung time na pinaghinalaan ko si Ed but "mali" ako since pinatunayan nung niece ni Ed. So, they all thought that Ed is not really cheating. Even Dior doesn't know whenever she asks me what happened to our anniversary or why am I spacing out at times I just smile at her or change the topic. My mom doesn't know also because I do not want to bother her, I know her baka kung ano pa ang gawin niya sa negosyo nila Ed.

Only Sher, her mom and my driver knows my situation. It's because when I got home that day Sher, was cleaning the sala and sinundan niya ako sa kwarto when she saw me crying so hard.

I just cried to her that day while she was hugging me, I didn't explain anything at first. She didn't ask me too or force me to open up. I remember as I come home everyday after my busy day I will just cry and there was Sher comforting me everytime.

I badly want to stop crying, but whenever I realize na wala na yung 6-year boyfriend ko, na nagcheat siya, na hindi niya na pala ko mahal noon pero pinagtiisan niya ko. That hurts. I can't even explain the pain. This is my first heartbreak. I had flings but Ed was the only one na sineryoso ko.

I wish I can go back to the time we first met.

I wish I can go back into his arms again.

I wish this is just a long dream.

I have so many wishes that I know is impossible. Yes, I hindi ko na ipipilit yung sarili ko and I know na we're done already. But I don't fucking know why it still hurts. I am even questioning my worth. Maybe I am not enough. Maybe I am boring. Maybe I am not sexy enough.

"Maam Xena, your breakfast is ready po"

I was able to stop thinking and wipe my tears when I heard Sher knock and when she said that breakfast is ready.

My gosh, Cha! Ang aga aga pero puro sad thoughts iniisip mo.

I opened my door and went downstairs. I saw Sher waiting for me downstairs. I also saw Dior on our table.

"Good Morningggg C" D said happily.

I smiled and said "Good morning what are you doing here?"

"I just wanna eat breakfast with you and aayain din kitang magshopping later"

"Go with Tita, D, ayaw ka ba niya samahan ha?" I said as I take a sit.

"I hate you! Hmp. You know mama she doesn't like me spending too much as if naman she's not spending too much din"

"Oo na, ikaw pa ba"

"Oh, Sher come sabay ka na" D said to Sher.

"Go na Sher let's eat breakfast together" I said bago pa makatanggi si Sher since I notice Sher's shy.

We ate our breakfast. I was thinking if I should tell her now but much better if complete na lang kami.

"Hey, D can we go sleepover at your house later? I miss your sis Laurent and ask H and L to come na din."

'Sure!!!! I was about to ask you that"

We finished eating then I prepared so we can go to Greenbelt.