My Composition Notebook

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Hey Notebook
12:43pm
March 25th, 2015

I know I told you I would write in you a week or so ago but honestly I couldn't find the time.

I had school work and so much to do I just couldn't take it or find the time to write into you.

And right now I think I really need some help

So there is this friend of mine and um one of her friends is a guy and he is known to be the biggest gossip of the school, but he's actually not like any thing they say.

He struggles every day to make broken people happy while he is the broken one, especially if it's girls.

He has a sister and he knows what some girls go through during bad relationships and brake ups, so he try's to make girls see the good side of guys even if they don't have one.

He also is benefited by this because he believes some day he will find someone, and that someone will love him back the same way, they will know what it feels like to be him.

He really tries to make every one happy but is afraid to like what he actually likes, he likes these things that my friend likes but is afraid to admit it, he is dying inside but refuses to show it, but she sees it and she knows it and she feels it the pain.

She knows his deepest fears his most wanted wish, she knows all of this by just looking into his eyes, it might sound crazy but it's true.

And he knows that she can tell, but they both won't admit it, they are both broken, they are both afraid, they are both scared to admit what they swore to never do.

They believe it's and emotional crime, they think it leads to nothing but pain.

I just sit there watching them both and wondering, why are they to blame?

Why are they to blame for what they've seen? why do they have to hide there feelings? why do they try to destroy them?

Maybe it's because they are from two different wind currents, him warm and her cold, and they know if they ever mix their will be nothing but a tornado.

Maybe because they are just trying to protect everyone else who might get destroyed because of it, they don't want to hurt any one yes, that's just it, they can't stand to see another friend or foe disappointed at them because they know the pain of every thing but just keep it hidden.

But they always forget the most important thing, after every destructive storm comes an even bigger rainbow.

The rainbow that all the people adore, a rainbow that brings joy, a rainbow that makes people forget the ugly past and look towards the brighter tomorrow.

The tornado is what they don't see past, they just can't because they have seen tornadoes, and they know how ugly it gets.

Especially the guy who still waits for the rainbow where he lives.

The "tornado" my dear notebook is none other than LOVE.

Love is supposed to be a magical thing but here it's a destructive thing, and because of this they are willing to make the sacrifice just so there is no tornado.

They tell them selves each day that, they can find someone in there own wind current and be just as happy.

It's kind of like Romeo and Juliet, it was love that just couldn't be right enough to be qualified as true.

I see all of this but I don't have the guts to ask them or show them the way.

What can I do notebook what can I, the air might be changing but the currents stay the same, it's just not that easy anymore.

I just hope that they find a better way to understand this because right now none of them show each other how they really feel.

They resort to showing hatred to each other instead of the "love" that they really feel.

I've got to go now chemistry is waiting and by that I mean the class lol.

Love
Kat
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Hey guys sry this was also a late update, I know it's boring at first but it gets better along the way, so stick with me here.

This is kind of a true story I guess.

If any of you have felt this comment cuz that would be amazing to know people on the same boat.

And one other thing you can do that will really help me out is vote, because the more votes I get the faster I will want to update and make this better.

Kk love you all my darlings stay strong
And KEEP SMILING!!! 😃😄

Love you all 😘
~San