My Composition Notebook

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Dear Notebook

October, 3rd, 2015                                                                                                                                                                     9:08 pm

Have you ever been with someone that makes you wanna just.... they're just so perfect that you just want to be around them.

Well it kinda started out that way, he was beautiful... he was as warm as a summer day, he had loved with the heat of a thousand suns, or at least it started out that way.....

I always knew he was a red flag, but never knew I would end up here, life doesn't always go the way you wanted it to, and I'm aware of that now. It sucks, it feels terrible looking back at those memories and thinking about how happy I was, thinking about how happy you made me.

It was so wonderful in the beginning it was lovely, you were my obsession, but then you wanted something more...

Suddenly you wanted my body more than me, suddenly my love wasn't enough for you. Was this just a phase, or was this who you were all along?  

Your promises, your words they were all lies. 

I can't believe I trusted you, I fell for you but you were never there to catch me.

You make me afraid to ever fall again....

Love.............love was the thing I held most dearly and you ruined that for me, YOU RUINED IT!!!........

You make me........ you make me wanna scream, you're making me go crazy.

And the worst part is, I still miss you and I will always love you, there is nothing you can do or say to make me stop loving you...

I wish I could, I wish you could do something so I could stop loving you, but no matter how hard I try I can't. 

You have ruined everything for me.

And I.... I.... I regret you.....

Love

      ~ Kat

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Hello Loves!!

It's Sana, I know you're probably surprised, hm.. "I wonder how San updated without waiting for another 2 months"

Well my friends I found inspiration, motivation and best of all time!

I actually wrote this last week during school, but never had the time to publish it.

I know it's pretty short but would you rather have me wait and update late or update short but regularly?

And yes I know it's been like 3 months since I updated my first book The Outsider  but I'm kinda stuck I wanna make it interesting because I just hit 1k!

It's very exiting but at the same time there is a lot of pressure and I'm trying to do well in everything right now!

I love you guys to bits and pieces but I have a lot of pressure on me right now, so please do not kill me if I don't update on time!

I'm not complaining, I swear I love writing but I also love getting good grades, volunteering, and I'm kinda obsessed with fockey as well as my music!

My Pre- SAT's r coming up so I'm busy, busy, busy!!!!

Okay now I'll stop ranting unless things about my life and I'll let you all carry on with your life!

Never forget that It always get's better!

Stay strong, and I love you!!!!

Keep Smiling!!!! :D

Love

      ~ Sana <3 :* (kisses)