I laid in bed, staring up at the dark ceiling. The only visible light was a pale blue one illuminating from my radio. I don't know why, but I can't sleep without it. I guess it is just the noise. It fills in the silence that the darkness produces and makes it less suffocating. Ever since I was little, I couldn't stand darkness. I know it sounds insane and babyish, but it freaks me out. Part of it is when I start hearing noises that aren't really there. Thumping as though someone is banging on a wall, whispers into the night. It totally freaked me out. I didn't dare tell anyone about them in fear of people thinking I was crazy or something.
I sighed as I felt my phone vibrate. It had been laying on a pile of blankets, cushioned so that it couldn't fall between the crack between my bed and wall. If it did, I would have to crawl under my bed to retrieve it and frankly, I felt like shit at the moment and didn't feel like getting up.
I picked the phone up and clicked the lock button to light up the screen. 1 new message. It read. I unlocked it.
Jake.
He was going on once again about his loveless life. I sighed. I wad tempted to say look, just stop complaining. I don't have a love life, yet you don't see me complaining about it do you?
But I didn't. Instead I simply just responded. It will be okay.
Didn't take him long to reply. He just continued to ramble on.
Look, I don't have a love life either.
Oh, how hilarious one sentence could unfold such events. But it did. Were they good? Hell if I knew. But the next thing I knew, he was asking me out.
I stared at my phone in shock. Speechless. I honestly didn't know what to say. I felt a strange stirring inside of me. I don't even know how to describe it. After I was finally able to form a coherent thought, with a shaky hand I replied back. Okay, I will give it a try.
How I went from wanting to wait for dating, to getting a boyfriend in just one night I had no idea.
I wasn't sure how things would turn out. Would I be happy? Would it be disastrous? Would it last? I shook my head. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. I told myself. I took a deep breath. Take things slow. I told myself. It was my first relationship. I didn't want to rush into it head first.
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Hey sorry for cutting it so short but what I wanted to put next I wanted to not reveal right off the bat. So, I will let this chapter just sink in. Sorry for typos. I am going to go back after writing a few more chapters of this and make notes where they are so I can correct them. I am writing on my phone and typos are bad to pop up on it.
have a nice day/night!
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Romance~NOTE: NO LONGER UPDATED, THIS WAS SOMETHING I WROTE IN HIGH SCHOOL AND IS JUST HERE TO REMIND ME OF MY IMPROVEMENTS~ The story of Lily Summons, a girl just starting high school. She isn't very excited about this new experience, but goes in head str...
