Jungkook doesn't care how scared everyone is of Taehyung. He finds him cute and wants to be friends. But what will Tae do when someone tries to meet the other side of him? Can he show it? And can he do it without breaking his heart?
! Main ship Kook...
Why did I say yes?!?! Am I crazy?! This is why I rejected him before! I probably knew subconsciously that I would panic! I could seriously dig a whole on the floor and bury my head there, ashamed, scared and stupid.
I try my best to focus on my race. Okay Tae, just don't crash. You can't die. Not today. When it starts I realize the exact opposite will happen. I win the race. I think I felt so anxious I couldn't stop accelerating.
I can't even think about who I was competing against. I don't feel ready for this. Should I run? Kook won't catch me! I'm a better racer than him. I can move to Ireland or Mexico, anywhere! I'll change my name. I talk to RM next to me for some help.
- Bro, you could get me a passport and a new name right?
- I'm supposed to do legal shit only, Tae! You know how Jinnie gets if not...
- Oh, pleeeease he won't find out! Really!
- You know he will.
- Fine, he will. But you'll be fine!
- He'll kill me.
- Pleeeeease
- I can't just pull a new passport out of my ass Tae! But I have some name suggestions. How about Porrnesian Parrapio?
- I liked you more when you were badass
- Hahaha well my boyfriend thinks differently...Who the hell are you running away from anyway?
- Tae, honeey - Kook's voice makes my heart stop - the guys are dying to meet you! Oh, hi Nam!
- Jeon?! HAHAHAHAH - Namjoon can't hold it- Good luck on your night out boys! - he gets closer to me and puts something in my pocket - I got you protected bro
I don't need to check to know he just gave me a free condom. God damnit, this is too much for me. I follow Jungkook with my head down.
- You're quiet today, that's rare!
- Shut up, Jeon
- There you go! That's more like it! - he smiles- c'mon cheer up! I'll buy you some drinks tonight!
A smile appears on my face. It's okay, this will be amazing. He will make sure of it. He waves at his friends who are loudly laughing on a corner. But the moment they look back at us all my hopes fall apart. Their uncomfortable staring, their eyes showing fear. They don't want me here...
- We're ready! Tae, this are my friends. Guys, this is Tae!
- H-Hi...
Their voices sound soft. I nod calmly and Jungkook soon realizes this is a little weird...
- Okay...so let's go!
The walk there is even more uncomfortable for me. He talks with Yugyeom and the rest of the guys talk to each other but I'm...alone. I should talk to someone. But I don't even know what to say. Shit, okay, basic communication skills don't fail me now. I try for once yo be friendly.
- So... I've never seen you guys compete at the races. Do you like betting?
- W-We...uhmmm...just like watching
- Well that's fucking dumb.
Oh my god someone shut me up. I can't suck so hard at this. When they answer, I can feel the poison in their words.
- Well, we like supporting our friends...because we have friends, you know?
Daaaamn this guys don't take shit from others. And I can see by their eyes they hate me already. I'll just focus on Jungkook... who's...chatting with his friend...very fucking closely. I try not to die of jealousy and move on.
We get to the bar but I don't get the chance to sit next to him. Instead I sit on the opposite side next to...Shit, I don't know the name.
- Tae! Choose whatever you want I'll buy it!
- Don't say that, Kookie - one of them interrupts - our majesty over there might take all your money hahahaha
- A beer is fine. - I answer seriously - "your majesty" has more money than y'all together
Is it a lie? Kind of. Does Jungkook find it funny? Of course. Do the rest hate me? Definitely. They make sure to avoid talking to me. I don't feel good. Jungkook says a few things to me but there's too many of us. He's obviously friends with all of them. They make sure to distract him whenever he talks to me. And I can't take it. After just one beer I'm too tired.
- I'll go home
- Already? I'll go with you!
- Kookiee is our night out! Gucci can go back in his own, right?
Asshole. I wanna say no. I want him to come with me. But what for? I clearly can't keep a conversation without fucking it up. I ruin everything. As always
- Don't worry, Jeon. I'm not a fucking idiot, I can go back alone
- Oh, okay!
He smiles. Like always. And his friends join that smile when he sits back down. I walk out of the bar with a serious face. I take my bike and start my way back home. But I have to stop midway when I realize my eyes are tearing up. There, in the middle of an empty street, I cry.
They must be thinking I'm a fucking asshole who hates everyone. But right now, I just hate myself. How pathetic. What would they say if they saw me crying for this stupid shit? I just need to accept it. Even if Jungkook doesn't hate me, everyone around him will make sure he sees how I am. Then... what's the fucking point?
------------------------------------------------------ My poor Tae, baby. Jungkook is kind of an idiot but let's have some faith in him (?
Namjoon appears a little bit because just look at him. What a King.
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