Two Sides -Taekook (KookV)

18 - Think

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Pov. Taehyung

From where I stand I can clearly see Jungkook and his group of friends. This last week he's been acting weird. I haven't seen him leave with any of them to have a one night stand again. And I wonder if he's not doing it just so he doesn't hurt me. But something tells me there's something else going on by the way he looks at me from the back, with those sad puppy eyes. Why does he look like he's the one that's been hurt?! I'm the one that should be crying! And believe me, I do it more than I wish I did. Every night when I get home I have to use a million tissues to clean my tears. But during the day I can pretend to be okay or at least enjoy my friend's company.

Jimin's been a huge support and of course Jin's been staying at home this last days. Even Namjoon came by to spend a few nights. Though he was probably following Jin's orders. While Jimin wins a new race, I walk up to Jungkook's group of friends. As soon as they see me, panic takes over their faces and they immediatly try to leave. Yugyeom is the only one that stays there with a smile and hiding Jungkook behind his back. Well, trying to hide him. Does Kook not know how big his muscles are?

- Hey, Gucci! Came to see my bestie?

- If he has the balls to stop hiding, yeah

- Sure! He was waiting for you!

- Yugyeomie shhh

The tall boy in font of me turns around and scolds Jungkook treating him like a stubborn kid. I have to keep myself fom laughing hearing him.

- You can't avoid him forever pretending you don't talk about him all day. Behave, Jungkook. - He turns back to me - Good luck guys! See yah later!

- See you...

I stand in front of Jungkook with a small smile on my face. Ah, I was starting to forget how well he looked up close. How hot those tattoos on his arm are, and the piercing on his lip is hypnotzing. Or maybe looking at it reminds me the feeling of kissing him. Either way, having this boy in front of me makes all my senses go crazy. But I have to control my emotions and just keep it cool. Or I'll end up crying in front of him and that's not what I came here for.

- So...How you like the race, Jeon? Wanna have one against me?

-I...I don't think I should...

- Why not? You've been avoiding me enough! Or are you scared of losing?

-Tae...I don't wanna hurt you. I should stay away and-

- Bro, chill. Yeah, you rejected me, big deal. I'm fine! - I lie - I don't want you to stop being my friend just because of this. We can have fun and ignore it. Sure, I loved you but you don't need to treat me lie the plague. We can just move on!

- Maybe you can but it's not that easy for me!

-....You do know that should be backwards, right?

- Well, it's not! Tae, do you really think I can just be your friend and ignore everything else? I won't be able to treat you the way I want to if I don't wanna hurt you!

- Jeon, how the fuck do you wanna treat me that you think I'll end up crying like a bitch again?

- I wanna kiss you!

My brain stops completely. He looks so frustrated about it. But it doesn't feel like he wants to just use me in any way. It feels...different? He said without sounding like anything sexual at all.

-...What did you just say?

- If I kiss you everyday you'll keep your hopes up so I can't do it. But I can't pretend like I don't wanna be with you everyday! If you let me stay close to you again, I'll end up spending every second of the day with you, because I love to see you laugh and hear you complaining and insulting others about everything. And I can tell when you feel sad or happy or annoyed for real and that only makes me want to take care of you. I want to take you everywhere on my bike and introduce you to my parents and all my friends so everyone can see how fucking awesome you are and how lucky I am to be with you! But if I do all that then you'll think I love you!

- Yeah, no shit Jungkook! Listen to yourself!

- I know! I don't get it either! I must be a horrible person or something!

I have to laugh. It's the only way I can deal with the stress of this situation. I can't believe it. This guy...

- When I fell in love with you I didn't want to accept it. Because I thought you were an idiot. And you absolutely are, Jeon. But you're an idiot that makes me want to do the same things you just said. I know you only have two working braincells. So I'm gonna give you a second chance. Listen to yourself. Listen to everything you just said to me and then look a me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me. I dare you.

He bites his lip and looks at me in the eyes. He seems to be thinking so hard I think his brain will melt and come out of his ears. Suddenly, he finaly seems to realize something. And I just hope he got to the same conclusion as me..

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Hi babes~ here's part one of this! I'll post the next chapter right now! So don't miss it!

- Baby Y