Won't let go

Chapter 26

Justin's POV

I walked out of her room and called Tom. He immediately picked up.

Tom: " is she ok?"

He said, his face was all red.

Justin: " I mean, she's been better. How are you doing?"

Tom: " it's been a day. A hole freaking day, and the whole time all I've been thinking about is that she's hurt. And all because I hurt her. And I didn't even mean to."

He ran his hand through his hair.

Justin: " can you tell me the full story?"

Tom: " last summer Zendaya and I dated for about nine months, and one night we got super drunk. So Zendaya suggested that we get married and my drunk ass thought that, that was a great idea. So we got married. Woke up the next day and we both decided it would be best if were to get a divorce. So we filled for a divorce. But stayed together and there was the pressure now that we had to eventually get married. So then I realized that she's not the girl I want to be with for the rest of my life. So we broke up. And I thought we were divorced so I fell for Abby. But it turns out Zendaya redacted our divorce and now we are still married. I didn't know until today."

Justin: " oh, so you didn't even know that you were still married."

Tom: " Nope I thought everything was done. But I guess not. Do you think I still have a chance?"

Justin: " the way she's talking about you she clearly still loves you. But I think that she needs time."

Tom: " the last conversation we had she said otherwise."

Justin: " what did she say specifically?"

Tom: " that she didn't know if she did."

Justin: " she only said that so you wouldn't bother her. She needs time. But didn't worry I'll update you on everything. And I'll tell you when she a ready for you to try."

Tom: " thank you so much Justin."

Justin: " any time. Whenever you want videos, pictures, or just what she did or how she is just call. Ok? Never be worried that I'm busy. This'll help you. Ok?"

Tom: " ok."

Your POV

It's been three months without him. And I don't want to say that I'm the happiest I've ever been. But I'm pretty fucking happy. It was the classic break up. Started of super depressed, and missing him. But then I learned to "love myself" which I thought I did but now I really do. I think I also healed more from mine and Tim's break up.

The only think missing was Tom. As happy as I was, i would be so much better if I had the one person that I wanted to be with forever by my side every day. But I don't. So I've learned to not need a boyfriend and how to be strong.

Currently Justin, Hailey, Gigi, and Bella were all at my house just dancing, and eating cookies. I was on my phone tapping through people's stories when I hit Harrison's story.

It was Tom driving. My weakness. He was also raping🥵. Kinda smouldering, pointing at the camera you could hear his beautiful voice over the music and what sounded like Harry cheering him on from the back seat.

Tom: " everybody suicidal didn't even need my help."

Oh god I think I need to go to the bathroom. Fucking shit. When did he get so hot.

Bella: " Abby what are you watching."

She looked over my shoulder.

You: " nothing."

I tapped the right side of the screen going back to the beginning of the video. I then heard the same song coming from Justin's phone.

You: " you're watching it?"

Justin: " watching what?"

You: " Tom raping."

I said with wide eyes.

Justin: " maybe."

You: " omg why does this man have to kill me."

I said sliding of the couch falling onto the floor.

Gigi: " Abby are you serious he was married."
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Justin's POV

I then started taking a video just in case she started talking about the video.

You: " Gigi how can I not die at this freaking video! The Jean shirt, the baseball hat, his biceps."

She said as she lied down on the floor.

You: " he's so freaking perfect! I just want to, ugh! Why!"

She said yelling at her phone.

You: " why Tomas Stanley Holland do you have to kill me like this! I'm supposed to be moving on! But I can't do that when you look so fucking hot. That's it I'm going to London! Bye guys."

She said as she rolled across the room.

Hailey: " what are you doing?"

She whispered in my ear.

Justin: " I promised him I would keep him updated."

Hailey: " ya, and sending him a video of her talking about how hot he is and not gonna help him at all."

Justin: " but I think it's time."

Hailey: " no we can't look at how happy she is."

Justin: " ya because she just saw him. Look I think we should tell her what really happened."

Hailey: " k, tomorrow. But please don't send that video."

Justin: " oh I'm sending it."

I went clicked Tom's name and sent it.

Tom's POV

Justin sent something. I opened it up and my mouth dropped.

Tom: " haz look at this video."

I held up my phone and showed him a video of Abby freaking out over me raping. I couldn't hold back the smirk on my face.

Harry: " ya she also posted this."

He held up his phone showing me a picture of her in a blue bra and thong! A freaking thong! That matched the bra. I think I'm dead now.

Tom: " holy fucking shit balls."

Everyone bursted out laughing.

Jake: " wait what are you freaking out about?"

Harry: " is Victoria Secret model ex girlfriend posted a picture of her in just a bra and underwear and now he's dying."

Jake: " oh, let me see."

Harry showed him the picture.

Jake: " why did you break up? She's perfect."

Tom: " didn't you think I know that? It wasn't my fault it was Zendaya over there who broke us up."

Zendaya: " it was unintentional. Let me see?"

Her has dropped.

Zendaya: " Tom how did you get her to fall in love with you? She's freaking gorgeous!"

Tom: " I know. Not my fault."

Zendaya: " you didn't even tell her we dated. I think it's partly your fault."

Tom: " ok you got me there."