Won't let go

Chapter 27

Your POV

It was the next day and I was making breakfast when I heard a knock on my door.

You: " one second."

I walked over to the door and saw the face I never thought I would want to see again.

You: " hi."

?: " hey."

You: " what are you doing here Zendaya?"

I said as walked into my apartment with her following loosely behind me.

Zendaya: " it's my fault. I redacted our divorce. I was still in love with him. And it hurt that he didn't feel the same. I thought breaking you two up would make him fall back in love with me. But if just made him hate me."

You: " he'll never hate you. You were the first girl he ever loved."

I said as I cut strawberries.

Zendaya: " he didn't love me as much as he loves you. Do you know how many girls have tried to make a move on him and he just dodges them. Do you know how many times I've tried? Also after we got married he wanted to break up because there was too much pressure to get married and he didn't want that with me. He wanted to be with someone else. And I've realized that that girl is you. He misses you so much. Please he hasn't been the same. Just give him a second chance."

You: " I'll consider it. But you realize that I can't just go running back into his arms like nothing happened. And I can't look or talk to you without thinking about what you did to me. You didn't think about the fact that breaking us up didn't only hurt him. It hurt me too. I maybe a lot happier now. But it still hurts."

Zendaya: " we will be here in New York in two weeks. So?"

You: " I'll think about it."

Zendaya: " good."

She then got up and left. I can't believe she did that. I was actually really excited to meet her but now I honestly hate her.

Zendaya's POV

Well I never thought I'd do that. I was really nervous. I thought I was gonna hate her and I do. But I have nothing against her. She's freaking perfect. She could make me turn gay. She was nothing but nice to me. Even though I told her that I broke the two of them up."

Your POV

I tried to stop thinking about the whole situation but I couldn't get it out of my head. Tom technically did nothing wrong. I mean he should have told me that they dated but besides that he did nothing wrong.

And just like that all my anger and sadness towards him just floated away. And all that was left was the feeling that I've been pushing back. The feeling if I hated the most. I missed him. And next thing I knew I was buying a ticket to London.
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Once I arrived I called someone I haven't talked to in forever.

Nikki: " OMG ABBY! I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU IN MONTHS!! How are you?"

You: " I'm good. I actually really need to talk to you. I'm here in London on a whim. I just I miss him. And I need to talk to you before I consider talking to him."

Nikki: " ok, well they are filming all day. But at about three they are coming over so you can come over now?"

You: " ok, I'll be there in thirty minutes."

After thirty minutes I was at her house. She came running out with her arms open. I couldn't help but laugh.

Nikki: " oh honey."