But It's Not The Way A Boy Should Feel! (Sal x Larry)

Dammit.

(TW: CURSING, SELF HARM, USE OF ALCOHOL, NSFW (characters are 16+, legal age of consent where I live is 16))

Larry POV:

I sat in my room, waiting for my mom to get back. In the meantime, I was having a drink. I didn't realise I had my phone in hand until it was ringing.

"Hey, Larry, what's up?"

I called Ash..? But... Why?

"... Can you come over?"

What the fuck? Why did I say that, I didn't... Maybe I did want her to come over. It all felt so weird. I didn't think I meant to call her, but if I did, then why did I want her to come over?

"Alright, give me a few minutes. Is everything alright?"

"No... I just can't be alone anymore when I'm drinking. Mom's rules."

Oh yea that's right. Mom said I couldn't drink alone anymore. Wait, why do I feel possessed..? I wasn't saying things I'd normally say, nothing about this is something I'd normally do, this isn't how I'm supposed to feel...

"Alright. I should be down in a few minutes, is that good?"

"Yea... Should be anyways. I'll see you when you get here... I love you"

"I love you too, Larry. I'll be down in a bit"

She hung up on me. Why'd I tell her I love her..? Maybe I did. I don't know anything at this point.

A few minutes passed, Ash still wasn't here yet. Neither was mom. I sat in my bed, holding a knife. It felt weird to just hold it, I normally did things if I was holding a knife and usually, I was in control of those things. But I totally blacked out. It wasn't until I was washing the knife that I realised my arm was cut in multiple spots. The fuck did I do..? I heard a knock on the door. Safe to assume it's Ash.

I walked over, opening the door, and sure enough, it was her. She looked amazing in the horrid lighting in the basement.

"Hey, Larry..? Can I come in..?"

"Yea. Go for it, I've just been in my room drinking."

She stepped in. Her hair flowed in the air, along with her dress. She moved so smoothly, she looked almost majestic in the light. She looked so beautiful, it made me a bit flustered to see.

"Hey, so what's up? You just called me outta no where"

"M-mm... I... I don't know why I called. I just kinda did.."

Finally. I was in control of my body.

Ash walked over, holding my hands. "What happened to your arms, Larry..?"

I stuttered a bit before talking. "I... Don't know... I blacked out and I came back and my arms were... Well... Ya know the rest..."

She nodded, kissing all of the cuts. Her lipstick stained over them all. I smiled, looking to her. It was so amazing. She looked beautiful. Her amazing green eyes met with mine. We stood there, just staring for a little while. I never realized how much shorter than me she was. She was about a foot shorter, I was standing at 6'1", her at 5'1".

Her eyes almost glittered in the light. Everything seemed kinda dark. I leaned down, not exactly knowing what I was doing until I did it.

My best friend of around 11 years now. The person that's been by my side for 11 years straight, the one person who's never given up on me that wasn't my mom. I'd just kissed her. And she didn't pull away.

"Oh my-"

We quickly pulled away, looking to the door. My mom was here. And we were red and caught. She smiled and kissed my head.

"I have to get us some dinner. Pizza sound good?"

"U-uh... Y-yea. That sounds great, Mom"

Was she not gonna get onto me? I was drunk with my arms cut open with my arms around Ash. Ash didn't say anything either.

"Alright. I'll be back, Lar-Bear. I'll see you two when I get back. If you need extra time, let me know"

"... Actually, Mom, could we get a couple hours..? I... Think Ash need to talk..."

"Of course, Dear, whatever you need"

"Thanks, Mom... Take some time for yourself too. You need it"

"Mmhm. I love you, Lar-Bear"

"I love you too, Mom..."

She smiled, and walked right back out the door she came in.

In a matter of seconds, I found myself pinned to the couch, Ash attacking my neck with bites and kisses. I moaned softly, holding her close, just letting it happen. She giggled, kissing me again. I kissed her back before pulling away.

"What happened..?"

She laughed a bit before sitting up. We were damn near perfectly lined up. Her chest ross and fell as she took light breaths.

"Larry. I've liked you for a while now. About 4 months..!"

"So... About since Sal moved here..?"

"Y-yea-- I guess so"

"Hmm... Haha. Sal said he liked you... But of course, he's with..."

Suddenly I kept getting reminded.

"You think you should be with me? Larry, I already told you, I don't like you like that--!"

Tears started falling off my face as I kept getting the constant reminder of him yelling at me.

"I don't like you like that--!"

Only more tears started falling. It hurt just thinking about it. All those months we spent together, this whole time I spent liking him, it was all for nothing.

"I don't like you!"

(If you're sensitive to NSFW, I'd skip to the next chapter at this point)

Suddenly it stopped. Everything was quiet. Before I knew it, I was shirtless with Ash pinned under me. She was moaning as my lips crossed over her neck. I covered her mouth to get her to shut up. Chug probably knew she was here, he's always at that vending machine, and if he heard her, we'd be caught. She whined as I bit her neck lightly. Whatever skin I could hit with my own was soft. She let out soft squeaks and squeals. She was adorable.

"Ashley?"

She looked to me with a whimper, her words coming out almost as moans. "Y-yes, Larry..?~"

"Shut up~" I grinned, grabbing her neck lightly, not nearly hard enough to hurt her. I kissed her deeply, listening to her whine more. It was enough to about drive me crazy. I moved my hand away, biting her neck again, running my hands down her sides.

"L-Larry~ Please~"

Please? "Please what, Beautiful?~" My face flushed at my own words. It came out a lot more sexually than I intended.

"Mm~ I w-ant you, please..~"

Her voice was still laced with light moans. I could definitely tell she wanted me, it seemed like she had wanted this to happen for a while, almost as if she was waiting for it to.

"Want me?~ How's that, Luv? How do you want me?~" Luv? Beautiful? Was I just infatuated cuz of what happened with Sal, or is it something more?

"L-Larry, I... I-its hard to explain, you want me to keep quiet, but I want you in a way that'll keep me loud~"

Holy shit. That was so fucking hot. It was enough to drive me off the edge. Annoyingly, I could feel my hard-on pressing on my jeans.

"Ashley?~"

"Yes, Larry..?"

"Strip if you want me as bad as you say~"