But It's Not The Way A Boy Should Feel! (Sal x Larry)

~!Hunnie Pop!~

(TW: LANGUAGE, SCHOOL, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE)

(SAL POV)

"Hey, Ash. Where's Larry..?" I hope he wasn't serious when he said he was gonna... Mmph..

"I dunno. He won't answer me. I guess Lisa was sayin that he's been asleep for a while"

How the hell was Larry going about this..?! Was he gonna do it or was he just drunk and not knowing what he was saying, what is going on..?!

"You okay, Sal? You seem worried.."

"Yea. Just worried about Larry.."

"Mmhm. Understandable. Did he say anything to you that made him worried..?"

"U-uh.."

The thoughts ran back in my head.

"You might not see me ever again unless you decide I'm important enough to you to visit my fucking grave."

It had me even more worried than before. "N-No, it's nothing... Just.. general..."

"Mmhm. When we leave school, we can go check on him, alright?"

"Y-yea.."

The rest of the day was quiet. Even Chug and Maple were worried. Hell, Travis was worried. We all went down to the apartment and no one was there. Or it seemed like it.

"Where are they?!" Travis was getting noticably agitated. I was trying to calm him down.

"I'll call Lisa now." Ash walked into a corner, on her phone dialing. Maple started crying and Chug was calming her down. Todd also missed school, but that was to spend time with Neil. Ash got off the phone and slowly walked back to us. "S-so... They're at the hospital.."

My eyes immediately went wide. Travis was the first to talk. "Well is he alive?! Are you just gonna leave us in that suspense?!"

"Luv, stop yelling, please"

"He's alive, but... Only barely. She said we can go inside, the doors unlocked. I guess it looks like a murder scene in there.."

Immediately my eyes went wide. The panic started to set in, everything was settling inside of me. All of this was caused and for what..?! So I could be with someone that bullied me, that he protected me from..?!

Damn. I had to fix this. I walked off, none of them following after me. They just went inside the apartment, I could hear Ashley scream, but I didn't care. I just needed to go see Larry. Cuz I knew it. Part of me felt some way about him, but I couldn't place what. He'd always been like a hero to me. He'd always protected me and kept me safe. Not only was I lying to myself I was lying to him. Soon I was running out the door of Addison Apartments, and off to the hospital. I had to see him.

My Larry Face.