But It's Not The Way A Boy Should Feel! (Sal x Larry)

~!SUGAR CRASH!~

(TW: HOSPITAL, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, STRONG LANGUAGE)

(Larry POV)

Sal left a bit ago, said he was gonna talk to Travis. Ash still hasn't talked to me at all. I feel bad. I kinda just dumped her and then went to Sal.. and Sal's about to do the same thing to Travis.

I laid in the hospital bed, my arms still wrapped up, a load of the cuts I had on my arms stitched despite the blood that soaked them before doing them. 276 stitches. For 4 cuts. 2 on each arm, but I guess that happens when you hit veins..

I feel like death. Probably smell like it too, considering I hadn't showered in 3 days and I was fucking wasted off my ass before I got here.

Tuesday and I'm spending it in the hospital. I could be at school with Sal and I'm stuck here. Shit.

I wonder what they're doing. Sal was visiting after school today. I wonder if Mom's gonna pick him up. God there's nothing here to do. Fuckin hell.

All I could do was wait in bed all day. I got breakfast and lunch, but I didn't eat. It was so unappetizing especially since 90% of it was fucking goo on a plate. Henry came in. Fucker.

"Larry, I wanna talk to you about Sal."

"Go away."

"Larry. Listen to me."

I didn't have time for his shit, he kicked his son out over a boyfriend. "NURSE?!"

"Larry, I want you to listen to me, I--"

"NURSE?! SECURITY?! ANYBODY?!" Not about to let him talk to me since he's fucking up.

"Larry-!"

"NURSE?!" I kept pressing the call button next to my bed before someone came in. "Get him out of here."

"Larry, listen, I just did this to keep Sal safe-!"

"You kicked your son out to keep him safe-?! Get him out-!"

The nurses finally dragged him out. Asshole. I cared for Sal, but I didn't fucking want his father in the picture.

It was soon after that Sal came in. He wasn't wearing his mask and he looked... Pretty beat up. More than usual, anyways.

"you alright, Sal..?"

"Yea. Travis didn't like that I tried to break up with him, but... well, things happen.."

"Did he hurt you..?!"

"He's back to his old ways.."

"You mean he's gay, but still closeted?"

"Larry, we're gay--"

"Yea, but we came out--"

"........ Damn, that's fair-"

"Exactly. I'll kick his ass once I'm out of here.."

"Oh. About that. It's taken care of, he got suspended.."

"Oh shit. U-uh... I love you..!"

"I love you too, Larry Face" his mask lifted as he spoke, telling me that he had a smile on his face. That made me happy to see, I loved seeing the little lift of the mask when he smiled.