The shower feel good but it does not washed away the negative feeling she feel. Why does she have to have a nightmare every time she had a terrible day? It is like a curse, a bad day has its way to linger around her subconscious mind and materialized as a terrible dream. She wonder if she was the only who experiences such thing or if it is common among other people.
She could of course use her tub to stay longer in trance with her thoughts while enjoying the calm feeling that the hot water gives her but she decided to finish off. It is much better to laze around her bed, maybe a little bit of music will help?
Soon, she went out of the bathroom wearing a pajama she took in with her earlier.
Come to think of it, it had been a few days since she turned on the wifi. She did not bother to open it in the passed few days since she does not have a phone to use it with. Though she have her computer in her own room, she was too preoccupied by her damn miserable thoughts to go into it and scram around the world of Internet.
"Where's my phone again?" She asked herself remembering when did she put her phone yesterday "Oh yas it is in my bag"
"I am so forgetful nowadays, what's the reason behind this!"
She took a few steps crouching then stretched her arms to reach her bag flailing on the chair in front of her study table. After a few attempts she was able to take it into her possession, in one swing, the zipper of the shunned open, she hungrily shove her hand in the insides of the bag. Her hand is searching for a thin rectangle metal, which is her phone, inside her bag.
When she feel the cold metal on her fingertips, she grasp it and took it out, then throwing her bag on the carpeted floor. She could care less about destroying anything inside it, but there is none to worry about.
Her brand new phone is a same brand as her old one but a new model. On the screen, there are only few applications downloaded including Facebook, messenger and Skype. She have not yet logged in to her accounts as she planned to do that while she was on her way home yesterday, but since of what had happened, she was not able to do that.
"What the..." Curses slipped out her mouth "Why my mind always go that way, it's starting to annoy me" She heaved a sigh
She decided to went downstairs to open the wifi so she could connect her new phone into it, also, she could feel the hunger sipping inside her empty stomach.
After she turned on the wifi and connected her phone, she went in YouTube app and play some music while she cook her own meal. As always, rice will never be not included on her daily diet. Rice is a life saver specially to the less fortunate people back in her home country.
Once, when she was as young as six years old, her grandmother was hospitalized due to high blood pressure when her mother did not contacted them for three months. Her grandmother was so worried that she ended up in the hospital for two weeks. She then ended up staying with her cousins while her grandmother was being taken cared of her aunties.
Most of her relatives blame her mother for what had happen to her grandmother, no one wanted to take her in as they were scared that she would end up as a burden, an extra baggage to them since her only parent has vanished into a thin air. The only relative that took her in was her aunt Stella-her mother's cousin, in spite of her poor state. Her aunt paid her grandmother's bills just so she could go home already after two weeks of staying in a cramped ward in a public hospital.
The money needed was quite a big sum that it ended up their home being cut off an electricity for not being able to pay on time.
In their household, she had experienced eating rice sprinkled with rock salt. Sometimes they eat rice splashed with soy sauce just so it could have a taste. There were also lucky times when her older second cousin was able to earn money by selling his hard earned pogs to his playmates, they can at least enjoy a scrambled egg with their rice.
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My Insane Obsessed Stalker was my Teacher?
Mystery / Thriller⛔TRIGGER WARNING⛔ ⚠This book contains graphic scenes. You've been warned⚠ What would happen if a person who is filled with a feeling of neglect and abandonment, encountered a flood of adoration, attention, love, obsession and possessiveness that sh...