butterfly lover

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Only in dreams do i grasp a sense of reality
Just seeing you again could break my heart
My dreams are full of young melancholia
All for leaving you at seventeen

I could kill you for not really being here
I wish you would listen to my piano
I wrote it in my basement
The water leaked from the pipe

But that was before
I found that my great-grandfather drowned
A river quiet and serene
Until he gently stepped into it

Then all the fish went crazy
They began to tell lies
"This man was a lunatic"
"This man hated his family"

We've had too many strange deaths
Drugs, my uncle had suicidal thoughts
A garage door closed down on my moms cousin
Now I found that i have drowning in my blood

I love my wonderful boy that has drowned
This poem makes no sense
But i'm getting my thoughts back
That's worth it, it always has been

I love the bastard souls that have drowned
They haunt my dreams, but i adore them
They love me in my fantasies
They're all i have

I love you, my dream boy
With your corduroy jacket
Your terribly cliché name
I love you, my butterfly lover

Why aren't we lovers anymore??

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