𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕕【Yandere! Shinso x Demon! Male! Reader】

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟘: ❝𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢❞

Shinso's P.O.V

i was currently in the library of the town
i researched about the stuff Y/N said even though that was yesterday

i learned about souls and how they transfer from body to body until they take the path to hell or heaven depending on their actions in the last life
so Y/N is trying to drag my soul down a bad path like him? why?

i tried to connect the dots but i just didn't understand
is it because i was nice to him? is it because my soul is of someone he knew? is it because he's bored?

i closed the book i used for the study and sighed
i should let it go, i'm thinking about everything with Y/N too much that my brain is starting to hurt. i could go get lunch, there is a pub nearby that i haven't been it for a while

i got up, put the book back to where i found it and left the library
it's good that i always subconsciously remember paths and buildings

after like 8 minutes, i got to my destination and entered
there was plenty of people and all of the tables were already occupied

i sighed and sat at the bar on a pretty high stool
it feels like forever since i've been here

"good afternoon si- oh! nice to see you here father Hitoshi, what brings you here?" the male behind the bar recognized me and smiled warmly
i guess you can say that i'm pretty well known for my holy deeds, it's good that they don't know about the recent... unfortunate events

"i am just getting something for lunch, and since i haven't been here for a while i wanted to see if anything changed" i smiled back at the man
"i'm flattered that you chose to eat here, i can make some chicken drumsticks for you, it's today's specialty" he offered

"that would be nice of you" i nodded and he sent me another smile
"it'll be done in no time" he turned around and began making the said food

i had nothing else to do other than wait, so i decided to daze off for a bit

that was until a quite tall, scruffy and tired looking man sat next to me on a free stool
"Salted nuts please" he motioned to the bartender and he nodded

shortly, he got the nuts and ate quarter of it on one hand full

"haven't had these in a while, they taste worse than I remember.." he sighed and turned to me "you want some too?"
i shook my head "no thanks, i don't like them too much"

he nodded and turned to his snack again
"about Y/N.." he started

i looked at him, a bit taken back by the mention of the smaller male's name

"he is a... special fellow to say the least, he's been like this for a while" he sighed
he leaned closer to me and whispered with his husky voice "you know he wont give up easy right?"

"how do you know about-..." i was baffled
did a word of him and me spread already? how is that possible? did Y/N spread the word as an another way to torture me?
is he trying to blackmail me?

the male leaned back to his original position and sighed "I've known Y/N for a while now... lately i've seen him less and less, which is good since that stupid voice of his has been getting on my nerves"
he ate some more of the nuts he got

"to tell the truth, i've known him for over a hundred years. he died not a long time before me, and ever since then, i had to put up with his shit..." he groaned and pinched the bridge of his nose
hold on, is he a demon too?!

"so you're also a demon..." i sighed
"he caused me already enough trouble already, i don't need a second deviant to make my life a living hell" i explained as calm as i could be

"you have the wrong idea" he stretched "i am not the same as him, i just want to chat and get you more into the picture of who Y/N L/N really is"
is he serious? can i really trust a demon? i mean, he doesn't seem like he'd cause trouble on purpose, but on the other hand he is a demon...

i thought for a little "... go on"

The black haired male nodded and ate some more
"well, to start, he died approximately 140 years ago or something. if i payed attention right, i think he told me that he died by being burned in a bonfire with someone else. that person's soul is inside you right now, and he wants it"
so i kind of guessed right huh...

"he wont back down easy, he probably reached his goal of marking your body already didn't he?" he asked me
i looked at the counter and nodded, it made me so ashamed of myself

he nodded "i am so sorry, i wish i could've done something sooner" he let out a disappointed sigh
"it's alright.. i guess i will figure out what to do in order to get back to as i was before all this" i chuckled nervously

"be careful alright? you probably are in a pact with him right now, don't worry though, you can still break the pact" he turned his whole body to me, motioning that things are getting serious
"don't give into him or any kind of desires he makes you feel, okay? if you do, you'll just strengthen the pact that way. it already got a bit worse when you... you know... played with yourself while thinking of him"

my cheeks got red "h-how do you know about that" i whispered

"we demons know about this kind of stuff, it also got worse when he marked your neck" he pointed out
don't go away from the topic at hand!

"promise me to not fall for him, he will only hurt you, nothing more nothing less. mentally and physically" he took a few bits of the nuts until the bowl was finally empty
"also, afterlife with him will make you go insane. i'm surprised that i haven't lost my shit yet..."

i nodded "i'll try my best to resist any urges"
he smiled "great. i'll be doting on you"

he stood up, payed for the service and waved one last time before leaving
"your food father" the bartender gave me a plate with four chicken wings

i thanked him and began eating my food while thinking intensely about the whole situation

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i got back to the shared house after finishing my food, paying and leaving the pub

i was welcomed by a certain white haired woman
"hey Hitoshi... were you in the town?"

"oh hello Yanagi, yes i was, why do you ask?" i greeted the strange co-worker
"it's nothing... i just wanted to go buy some stuff and didn't want to go alone, but since you were there already i'll ask someone else" she sighed and before i could say anything she left
that's Yanagi for you i guess...

i made my way to my room to read some books since i had nothing much to do
reminds me that i have some books that i wanted to return this morning but forgot them here...

i let out a sigh and entered my room once i got to it
i closed the door behind myself and sat down on my bed

for some reason, a really warm, nice smell hit my nose
by warm i meant that it made my body all hot for some reason
Y/N's doing huh...

i felt my lower area get warm like yesterday and made my head get clouded
i really wanted to touch myself, and resisting was hard
maybe just a bit... no! remember what the man said earlier

i quickly stood up from my bed, opened the window to get fresh air in and left to get out of the room while it was ventilating
i made my way to the male bathroom, yes we share bathrooms but are just gender divided

i locked the door and turned on the shower
good thing that i know how to get rid of an erection...

i stripped from my clothes and got into the shower, immediately getting hit by the freezing cold droplets of water
i felt a lot better, the warm feeling disappeared and also did my erection

my body stood there as my mind cursed Y/N
after a short time, i turned off the shower and got out

i put on my clothes again and left the bathroom
my room probably hasn't gotten rid of the smell yet... i guess i'll go outside for a bit