𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕕【Yandere! Shinso x Demon! Male! Reader】

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟝: 𝘼𝙡𝙖𝙨...

⚠this chapter contains a graphic description of a crow's death⚠

Shinso's P.O.V

"And that's why I stopped trusting horses" Midnight finished her god know how long rant and I let out an exhausted sigh
The rain hasn't stopped, and it's around nine pm right now, soon to be ten. I stayed here for longer than I intended to

I stood up from the leather couch and stretched
"Thanks for keeping me here, I'll go do what I have to now" I said as I made my way to the door
"Hold on" Midnight stopped me with her words and made me look at her "are you sure you don't want to move the ritual to tomorrow? It's raining and the candles will go out"

I nodded my head "I'm sure I want to do it tonight. The forest is dense, so the droplets won't be big enough to put the fire out" I explained
She sent me a worried nod
"Hopefully I'll see you soon, you're not so bad if I ignore the Y/n-loving part of you"

I hummed and left the house. The rain was a little heavier than I thought
Oh well, I'm not going back now

I made my way out of the town and straight to the forest
There is a really nice forest near by that I've had in mind from the start. It's full of trees, mushrooms and lively green moss. There are barely any bugs which is surprising

As I got to it, I pulled out the knife given to me by Midnight somewhere from my pants and went in
It was quiet and nice
I often come here to relax

At last, I found a crow sitting on a branch next to what I assumed was a nest
Oh lord, it really is a nest
Great, now I'll feel even worse about this...

I stepped closer to the bird until it landed it's eyes on me
I could find a different crow, but I feared there wasn't enough time till midnight strikes

The bird instantly turned it's body my way and just watched me. I lifted my arm up, expecting it to come and sit down on it

It tilted it's head at me

I let out a sigh "how is this knife supposed to work..."
I held the said item by its handle and showed it to the crow. The knife had a nice design with all sorts of gems in the handle as well as in the blade. The handle were crimson strips of leather and the weapon itself was made out of white metal

The bird eyed it for a second before flying over to sit on my arm as I wanted it
My eyes widen at the fact that this worked. I caressed the bird a few times

"I'm sorry for what you're about to go through, I just hope you don't have eggs in that nest..." I apologized without any sort of reaction from it

I held the blade with my teeth and grabbed the submitted animal with both of my hands on its sides
My left hand then grabbed the bird by its back, leaving it's chest open

I grabbed the weapon with my right hand and hesitantly got ready to burry it in the animal

I closed my eyes and finally stabbed the crow. It let out a little squeak before going limp in my hand

I opened my eyes again, seeing that half of the blade is in it's chest
I slid the knife down, opening it's stomach seeing some of its insides trying to spill out
For some reason, it didn't move me as much as I thought it would

I put the crow on the ground and knelt down to it. I placed the blade down and opened it's stomach with my bare hands
I tore out and cut out all of the guts I could

When I finished, inside the corpse there was a really small puddle of water since the rain piled up inside it

I dried my bloody hands on my pants and stood up, stretching
I wonder...

I slowly walked up to the nest it was sitting next to earlier, hoping for the best
But I was hoping for nothing
There were three eggs in the nest

This made me feel even worse about the current situation. I turned around to retrieve the dead bird, pretending like I never saw anything

With the dead animal and all the other stuff I got earlier, I walked through the forest searching for the best place to do ritual
Until I found this one, blocked off by trees and magical looking, place

I set all of my stuff down, going over the ritual I had memorized
The three f/c candles were put into a triangle, layed the animal carcass in the center and collecting leaves moss and twigs. I put all of it in it's open stomach and spread it's wings for no reason
My wrist was above the corpse as I slit my wrist with the same knife I used to murder it

It hurt a lot but I knew I was doing for Y/n. I wrapped it up in some bandages after I thought there was enough blood

I took out the matches as I saw the moon shine between the trees, signalizing midnight
I lit it and also lit all three of the candles

I got on my knees with my hands on them, facing the crow corpse. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes 

"I wish to see you once more, I wish to talk to you about something really important, I did all this for you just so I could see you again. Your presence doesn't bother me anymore, please let me see you, let me treat you as you deserve to be treated. I don't wish no pain upon you anymore" I slowly said as I kept saying 'Y/n' over and over again in my head

After I said it all, there was a moment of silence. It took maybe too long, I doubted that the ritual worked for a second
Until, I felt a freezing cold sensation on my back
The candles finally went out and I opened my eyes

I looked behind myself being met with a bush of h/c hair and a boy with his back on mine, as well on his knees
I let out a soft gasp

He lifted his head and turned his head to look at me

When he saw me, he instantly jumped up on his feet. "You?!" He growled
I stood up as well, facing him
"Y/n please listen!-"

"Listen to what?! You fucking insults again? You're no fun, leave me alone" he sent me a harsh glare
God, I missed how mean he was to me

"Y/n please listen, i-" I tried to talk but he cut me off again
"Shut the fuck up!!" He yelled