Fixing a Broken Heart

Chapter 42

"I-I am scare," said Beam in weakly tone. He fisted on Forth's t-shirt and hid his face on Forth's chest. "What if ... if ... They hate me?"

Forth lift Beam's chin up with his index finger and kissed his tip of nose. "Why they hate you?"

"I am a man. You are a man, too, and you are ... straight. You once with a beautiful woman and I am no one."

Beam had a teary eyes. He can't imagine how if he have to let Forth go, because Forth's parent hate him. Forth is straight man and he was turned him became a gay with his love. Beam start sobbing. He is afraid.

Forth kissed Beam forehead. "Hei, Baby, hei, ssh ... Don't cry,  Baby, please? I am here with you and I'll never leave you alone no matter what."

"But ... Your parent will make you away from me. They will hate me because my love for you make you turn to be a gay."

Forth chuckled. Beam is so adorable. Cute. Beautiful. His eyes glowing with tear. His lips red because he bit it hard.  Forth landed a soft kissed on Beam's lips. He slided his tounge to lick Beam and slided in his mouth to find his tounge.

Beam moaned softly. He never can't get enough from Forth. Even just with a simple kissed, he will become messed like crazy. Forth make him crazy.

Forth release his kissed. "Beam, Baby, I am not turn to gay because you love me or I love you."

"But, you are straight. You once with a wom ... "

"A woman who stabbed me from the first time we've been together," hissed Forth. "And as you know, maybe I have to admit myself than from the first time, I never really love her. I just pity her,  and at the end I agreed to became his boyfriend just for appreciated her effort to cacthed my heart."

Beam looked up and starred at Forth's eyes. Forth's eyes full of loving gaze for him. Beam touched Forth's cheek and whispered. "I am sorry you had to felt that hurfult kind of love."

"No," Forth shook his head. "I never felt hurt because I never loved her. I just angry because she make me felt like a stupid thing to play."

"You are not! You a brave, kind, soft, and lovely man I ever meet."

Forth smiled. Nobody used that words to described him. People will say that he is cold, heartless, rebel, or hard to satisfied with his high standar, but Beam described him different.

"You are adorable, my Baby Beammie. I love you so much."

"But, your parent ... "

"They will love you, too."

"I am a man, like you, they won't accept me."

"Do you know, Baby, I don't care about anything but you. If my parent reject you, I can leave them. I will kiss mother's feet and text her everyday to say sorry, but I will never leave you. My parent had four children, they won't feel lonely without me."

"No. No. No, Forth, you can't do that to them. Just leave me. I am no one compare to your parent and family. I am not worthed. You will find another woman, a better one and make you parent happy."

Forth shook his head. He hugged Beam tightly. "I don't wanna another woman, or man. I just love you. I am still straight, I am no gay at all. If its not you, it won't work. I can  manage my heart for other, and I am sure, my junior won't stand up for other, too."

Beam blushed so hard. He snuggled his nose to Forth's neck. "Oh, Forth."

Forth want to eat Beam alive right now, but his brothers will eat him alive if he missed the time to meet them. Literally eat him, not like Forth wants to eat Beam.

"Baby, we have to go now. My brothers waiting for us."

Beam sighed, but he manage himself to be brave. He will fight for love, his love to Forth.

Forth driving to Torn apartement. His brothers called him two nights ago and they said that they wanted to talked with him and Beam, too. They heard enough about Forth and Beam matters and they wanted to hear about it straight from Forth himself. Their mother had scolded them for Forth's matters before.

Forth had already told Beam about his brothers, giving them a glimpse of who and how they were. Forth knew, his brothers already knew about the problems that had happened to him lately with Rose and Stiff. Forth also knew that they were helping in some way, even though they didn't say anything. Jamorhnoom always helps each other. Their call this time, more because they want to meet with Beam.

"Mom will chop anyone alive for anyone who tries to get close to you, once she finds out what Rose did to you," Torn said firmly. "She doesn't know about Beam yet and I'm not sure she'll agree to you being with a guy. However, she'll be shocked and think you've been heartbroken and traumatized by women to turn to boys."

"We need to know if this Beam is just taking advantage of your broken heart or if he's really sincere with you. If you really want to be in a serious relationship with him, then you should bring him to see us. You'll need our help to convince Mom and Dad," Grant said with a big smile.

"You don't need to take him if you don't want to be serious with him. We'll find you a better person, boy or girl," added Wine.

Ford smiled broadly. He hadn't told him about Beam saving his life until he lost a kidney. It was a secret weapon he would use to convince them, should things go against his will. However, just like what he said to Beam, Forth would never leave Beam.

"Why are you smiling, Babe?" Beam asked with knotted eyebrows. He is feeling so nervous now, but Forth smiling widely.

Forth looked at Beam, than leaned on to kissed Beam's lip. "I am happy. Soon, you will be mine in legal way."

Beam blushed again. He hit Forth's lap smothly. "You are so over confident, Babe. Let us face your brothers first."

Forth whispered the word love in Beam's ear as they waited at the door of Torn's apartment suite.

His eldest brother does live in America, but he also has his own suite of apartments in Bangkok.

"Forth here," said Wine, who opened the suite door.

Forth heard the footsteps of several people behind Wine and the next minute, Grant, Torn, and surprisingly, Nina, Fame, and Kenji, too, stood in front of him. Beam hid behind Forth.

"Phi's," Forth greeted them all. "I didn't know this meeting was worth attending in full formation," Forth said sarcastically.

"Where is he?" asked Grant matter-of-factly.

Fame hit his hand lightly. "Let Forth in first, Babe," said Fame. "Hi, Forth."

Forth gently pulled Beam's hand. "Meet my boyfriend. No, my fiancee. Doctor Beam Baramee Vongviphan."

Beam smiled and greeted everyone in front of him. "Hello, Phi's. My name is Beam."

Everyone is stunned.

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