Fixing a Broken Heart

Chapter 24

"They were nice to me, at first. However, I already couldn't trust anyone who approached me. I always thought, my biological parents could abandon me for their own sake, let alone other people who have nothing to do with me. I don't want anyone to enter into my life and then leaving me again at a later date. That feeling of being abandoned is very painful. " A single tear rolled down Beam's cheek.

Professor Razak made notes on his book. "What next?"

"Later I found out, they adopted me because there is a state allowance that I get every month and will switch to them if I am in their care as an adopted child. Unfortunately, it turns out that the allowance money is not as big as they thought. The money is only enough for my school fees. Of course, since then they started to treat me badly and a few months later they returned me to the orphanage with the excuse I was a child who was difficult to control."

"How about your second family?"

"They're even worse. From the start they intended to take advantage of me. They wanted to get free domestic help. Adopting me meant they got double the benefits. Enough free workers were fed once a day and even got my allowance as theirs."

"They tortured you?"

"A few strokes every time I was slow to finish housework or was denied food if I resisted."

"How did you end up running away from them?"

"My crazy adopted brother started to be perverted to me. He said he liked me. He used to grope me, kiss and hug me all of a sudden. One day, when his parents were away, he forced me to do a blowjob for him. I bit his cock and he locked me up in the basement of their house. He told his parents I ran away. "

Professor Razak was silent for a moment. He doubted whether to continue or not. Beam looks very miserable. His tears had not stopped flowing since earlier and was short of breath. "Beam, you can stop now. We'll continue later when you calm down."

"No. I hate repeating stories," argued Beam loudly. "He locked me up for three days in that dark and dirty room. Lots of insects and mice there, they crawled around me and climbed onto my body. I passed out many times from fear and hunger. I felt like I was going to die when suddenly felt the knots of my hands loosen. Apparently a mouse was attracted to the rope that tied me and was chewing on the rope. I managed to untie the rope. I found a piece of wood and hid in the darkness near the stairs. When the bastard came in I hit him with a log and I ran away. I didn't know how long or where I ran, until I finally fell behind a shop. "

"Grandpa Kit's shop?" "Yes. Since then my life has started to improve. Grandpa Shawn Intochar took care of me. He decided to settle things with my adopted parents. He paid some money and forced them to sign a pact so they don't bother me anymore. I then lived with Grandpa Shawn, and when he died two years later, Uncle Dan Intochar took over my adoption. The Intochar family was very close to each other and they loved me. Uncle Dan's house and Uncle Dave-Kit's father were close together, so Kit and I were always together and I met Phana, whose Kit's best friend since kindergarten and since then I really feel my life is complete again. "

"What about Forth?" asked Professor Razak carefully.

Beam sighed and was silent for a moment. His voice was hoarse as he continued. "He is ... a dream come true for me."

"Can you explain what that means for me?"

Suddenly Beam smiled. "I remember seeing him for the first time at my graduation ceremony as a doctor. Forth and his two twins brother attended as representatives of the Jamorhnoom family. His mother was the chairman of the Jamorhnoom Education Center foundation and was abroad at the time so at the graduation ceremony, Wine Jamorhnoom represented her speech. I saw Forth standing behind, looking bored and handsome. "

"So you've known Forth since then? Does he also recognize you?"

"Of course not. I'm nobody who would get special attention from a Jamorhnoom. I started to be a fan from then on. I followed his instagram and facebook. I was motivated by his success as a bright young engineer. I want to be a great doctor so that one day I felt worthy of introducing myself to him. When Uncle Jed Kongthanin-Phana's father, offered me a scholarship to intern in New York with Phana, I immediately accepted, and so did Kit. We went together. "

"What brought you back to Thailand?"

Beam lowered his head and let out a deep breath. "That's because I saw the news of Forth and Rose's engagement."

"Umm ... does that piss you off?"

"No. No," Beam shook his head quickly. "I really admire Forth and maybe, well, like him. I'm sure that I'm not gay, because my sexual relations with women are normal, even Phana and Kit often call me a casanova because I often change sex partners just for one night. However, seeing the news of the engagement. and Forth's wedding plans made me sad and since then I realized that I've fallen in love with him. "

"And?"

"I became a stalker," Beam sighed. He looks shy. "I was really embarrassed, but I did. I followed Forth every time I heard him attend an event, only to stare at him from a distance and admire him. On some occasions, I can even approach him. Every time after that, I would cried all night long because I wanted to touch him. Nobody knows about this. I keep these things tight and I get frustrated sometimes. "

"You got hired to work at Jamorhnoom Center Hospital, right?"

"That's really a big gift for me. I can see and get close to him more and more, physically, every time he leads a meeting and I even talk to his picture on the hospital inscription. But then, I saw him. Beside Forth."

"Who you saw?"

"Stefan. My crazy adopted brother. Was."

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