jonah beck.

perfect

Hey guys! I am sorry I took a huge break! I hope ya'll love this chapter! Worry if im rusty lol.

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"Come on. Breathe" She whispers and takes five deep breathes until he is finally calm.

"T-thanks." Jonah smiles, lowering his head out of embarrassment.

"Don't mention it. I'm vivi by the way." She smiles.

"Jonah. You can leave you know, I'll be fine." He looks at her sadly.

"Of course I'm not gonna leave you!" Vivi says with a giggle and jonah blushes.

She grabs his hand and leads him to a stage. "Go preform!"

"What?! No! You want ME to preform? I just had a panic attack and I'm not ready to have another one." He shakes his head and whispers the last part.

"You'll be fine jonah. Trust me." Vivi grans his hand and pulls him up stage even though jonah declines. He knows he will be fine but deep down there's doubt. She sits in the audience with a huge smile.

He starts playing the guitar and sings. Letting all anxiety out.

"I found a love for me
Oh darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes, you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight
Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight"

Strumming the last chords he looks nervously at the audience. After a few moments they all cheer.

Vivi runs on stage, hugs him and leans in. 'Is she- is she kissing me?!' Jonah thinks anxiously. Soon enough their lips touch and the whole world goes silent. They finally break away when they're both breathless.

"That was..." Jonah breathes. "Kinda great."

Vivi puts a note on his chest, hugs him for the last time. "I love you jonah." And runs off. Leaving him with a wide grin.

His mom soon gets there and hugs him tight and says, "that was great son, that was great jonah." And it feels great. To know tat after everything that happened he has people who love him.

At the end of the night, he reads the note. 'I love you jonah. I hope we can keep in touch. Here's my number-'. He smiles and adds her contact.

When he slowly falls am sleep he wonders, 'is this being okay feels like?'