jonah beck.

I'm done

Jonah wakes up with the most anxiety he's had since the Max incedent. As he wakes up he feels his heart racing already. He decides to just go see bowie.

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"Hey Jonah!" Bowie calls when he sees his daughters friend walk through the door. His smile fades when he sees how sad and tired he looks. Jonah's wearing a full black outfit, and his hair is a mess and he looks pale, tired and fidgety.

"What's wrong man? You don't look so great." Bowie pats his shoulder.

Jonah just ignores him and grabs a guitar and plays for a good thirty minutes, still ignoring Bowie.

"So, you gonna tell me what's up now?" Bowie says after Jonah finall stops playing and ignoring him.

Jonah pauses and thinks of what to tell him. After thinking, he puts his face in his hands. "Its too much o handle. I feel like my friends hate me because i punched max, me and my mom are living with my aunt, i have to be in eighth grade in a few months, and my anxiety and stupid panic attacks have gotten even worse." He stops after losing breath, letting out tears.

Bowie notices that Jonah is breathing heavy. He gets up to get him a water bottle, and puts the close sign on the door.

When he gets back, he sees Jonah with his hands now on his knees and chest struggling to breathe.

"Hey, Jonah, look at me. You are fine you've been through this before. Just breathe." He bends over and puts his hand on his shoulder. This doesn't help howver and Jonah breathes even heavier.

"Jonah, listen you are fine, you wont some water." He asks and Jonah shakes his head fast and instantly.

About fifteen minutes later and Bowie has managed to calm Jonah down.

"That one was bad, it came out of no where." The younger boy says, exhausted.

"Well you're fine now and it's over now." Bowie says with hope in his voice and a big grin.

But, Jonah just frowns and looks down. "I don't think they're ever gonna be over. I mean, i stopped having panic attacks for a few days. But now they're back and worse than ever. I just want to be normal again. I'm done Bowie." He lets out more tears, he looks...broken.

Bowies grin fades to a sympathetic one. "Jonah, you can't just quite now. You need to think positive. Other people have it a lot worse than you, you need to think about this; 'it could be a lot worse'. " Bowie tries to cheer him up. "Some people have to clan toilets for a living!"

"Bowie, i know you're trying your best but you're kinda making it worse." Jonah says with a slight smirk.

"Hey! I'm Trying, but i see a smile!" He throws his hands up and laughs when he sees jonah laughing. "But really, don't give up. You WILL get through this." He stresses the word will.

"Okay." Jonah laughs.

"Now lets play." Bowie grabs two quitars. "Shall we?"

At this Jonah laughs even more.

But his happines will not last long...

Well, that was crazy lol.