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Sorry for the wait guys ! Scholarships and tons of applications are killing me 😭
I can't wait for spring break ! Anyways, here's a new chapter. Let me know if you like it and if y'all are still reading and like my stories 😊😘 sorry for any mistakes (:
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"She's here," she snaps. She turns to glare at me as she hangs up the phone. "Where the fuck have you been?" She growls at me from across the room.

What the fuck ? She's angry with me? She was the one that spent God knows how long and where with her ex girlfriend and she's angry with me?

"Have you been drinking?" She asks, in disbelief.

"Sort of ." I didn't think it was that obvious.

She sighs and runs her hand through her hair. "You never listen to anything I say. I told you to come home." Her voice is quiet. "It's almost eleven. I've been worried sick about you."

"I went for a drink .. or almost five - with Rachel while you attended to your ex," I hiss at her. "I didn't know how long you guys were going to be."

She narrows her eyes and walks toward me. But stills a good three feet away from me.

"Why do you say it that like that?"

I shrug and stare down at my fingers.

"Dani, what's wrong?" And for the first time in a while, I hear something other than anger in her tone of voice.

I swallow, trying to work out what I want to say. "Where's Brittany?" I ask looking up at her.

"She's back at her hotel,"

"What is it Dani ?" She takes those last couple steps so she's face to face to me. "What's wrong?" She breathes.

I shake my head. "I'm not good for you."

"What?" She breathes, her eyes widening. "Why would you possibly say that ?!"

"I can't be everything or anything you need San."

"You are everything I need.

"Its just seeing you with her-" My voice trails off.

"This is not about you, Dani. It's about her." She take in a sharp breath, running her hand through her hair again. "She just dropped out of MiT, she needs me right now."

"And I don't matter to you ?"

"That's not what I said ! Stop putting words in my mouth Dan!"

"But I felt it, ... what you two had together."

"What? No." She reaches for my hand and I step back instinctively. She drops her hand, blinking at me. She looks, scared ?

"Are you breaking up with me?" She whispers.

I say nothing as I try to collect my thoughts.

"Dani, no. Please," she pleads.

"Santana, I just-" I honestly don't know what to say? I need to process this. Give me time.

"No, you're not leaving me." She says.

"San-"

"You can't leave me Dani ! I love you!" I take in a sharp breath.

"And I love you Santana, it's just-"

"N-no !" She says in desperation and runs both hands through her hair.

"Santana !"

"No," she breathes, her eyes shows panic, and suddenly she drops to her knees in front of me.

God, what is she doing ?
"What are you doing?"

She stays quiet, not looking at me.

"San ! What are you doing ?" My voice rises another octave. She still doesn't move or look at me. "For godsakes Santana, look at me!" I command.

She finally looks up at me.

I make a gesture for her to stand up because this is absolutely ridiculous.

"Please don't act like this. I don't want this."

She continues to regard me, not moving nor saying anything.

Tears start to swell into my eyes.

"Why are being this way ?"

She blinks once. Standing up.

"What would you like me to say?" She says softly.

"Tell me the truth Santana and not what I want to hear. I want to know how you truly feel."

"I just told you I loved you, isn't that enough ?" She sighs.

I feel another argument rising.

"To anyone else, maybe. But not to me." I take steps back from her so we're three feet apart again. "It took your fucking ex girlfriend to drop out of school and fly here for you to tell me you love me !"

"You're such a coward Santana ! Why were you so afraid to tell me two or three days ago ? Going out for seven months... It took you- this moment where we're arguing- to say those three words..."

"I didn't know I loved you until I thought you were about to walk out on me !" Thats why she looked sacred earlier. That's the truth. All I wanted to here.

This woman is exasperating. "You're saying if I wasn't about to break up with you, you would've never said it ?" This is just too much for me to handle right now. I'm so annoyed.

"I don't know.." She whispers.

"Cool." We both stay silent nor making a move. "Know what, I'm going to bed. I don't care anymore." I sigh loudly and leave to grab an extra blanket from the hall closet and make my way to the guest room.

I just don't feel like dealing with this situation or her right now.
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