Dantana Drabbles

Why I Love You

Short but it's something. I actually have a new story coming up 😭😊
I'm rewriting "The L Word"
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"You're breaking up with me ?" I said in a whisper.

"No .... Yes.."

"Is it me ? What have I done ? Don't you love me ?"

"I love you. Of course I do. I have fallen for you so damn hard and nothing could ever change that. You're perfect to me, everything you say and do is lovely. I can stare at you all day and still be awed by your beauty. You could read an entire book aloud to me and your voice would still give me shivers. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. I love you and I will never ever stop."

"So then why ?"

"It's just.... I-I...," she sighs out of frustration I presume, "it's complicated Dani, okay ?"

"Fine, be a coward about it and don't tell me ! But answer me one thing ?"

"What is it ?"

"Tell me why I love you?"

"You love me cause I was the only one to comfort you and talk to you when you needed it the most. Um, I was your friend when no one else would be..."

"... and now you're walking away like everyone else did."

It was so silent you can hear pin drop in the room.

"So go, leave. I might need you and you might also be the only sane individual in my life but I'll deal with it.
I still don't get why you won't tell me, but I'd rather you just get out my apartment than for me to know what the real reason is you're leaving me for." I turn around and stride back towards my bathroom door.

"Dan, wait-" she reaches for my arm.

"No. You have 10 minutes to get your stuff and leave. Goodbye Santana." I slam the door and lock it.

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After all my things were packed I went back to the loft and made a call.

"Ah, Santana Lopez. To what do I owe this pleasurable phone call from you?"

"Don't be such a smart ass you fucking prick."

"Don't get all feisty with me missy ! Now did you do what I asked !?"

"...yes."

"And how did it go?" I hear her smirk across the phone.

"...well, thanks to you I had to break up with the love of my life ! Do you know how fucked up I made her feel ! She thinks I don't love her, when I know I want to spend the rest of my life together with her-"

"Oh for crying out loud Santana ! You've been dating how long ? Who cares, so get the fuck over it. Now just follow the rest of the procedures-"

"I don't give a fuck about how long I've been with her ! And I swear to god, if you even lay a fucking a hand on her, I will come after you. If leave I'll fucking find you and kick your ass."

"Such a big threat, Santana. Just have the money ready and I won't kill her." After she hung up on me, I threw my phone against the wall watching is crack.

I feel like I can't breath at all.