chapter 18 <3

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ameera

it's been days since sunday and it's now thursday. ive been spending nights at the house and going to school during the day. it's been great to have home cooked meals and sleep in the same bed as billie but i really need to do more work.

"billie, im heading to class. im not not coming back tonight." i said, rushing to eat my apple slices. she looked up with a pout. "why baby?" she asked and i felt bad instantly. "i have to do work... i haven't done much all week." i said and she nodded sadly.

"can i at least come bring you lunch?" she asked and i shook my head. "no thank you bil, i need the whole day." i said and she sighed. "i can be really quiet!" she said and i laughed. i kissed her forehead and then her lips.

she gripped my hips and pulled me into her, causing me to straddle her lap. "how about tomorrow and friday, i stay at my dorm and do work and then saturday and sunday im all yours?" i muttered against her neck and she nodded.

"if you must but i might die." she said, dramatically throwing her head back. "i love you, pretty ." she said, kissing my jaw and i got instant flashbacks. my stomach felt queasy and i smiled at her. "i love you too, bil. text me!" i said, slipping out of the door.

my anxiety picked up once i was outside. the morning sun beamed down on me and my legs felt like jelly. what if i see her? i can't just freeze and start crying like a little bitch.

i sighed and got into the uber, checking the clock. i texted ash some more about sunday and the whole video coming out. i'd completely blown up on my main account and had to deactivate my fanpage. it would be weird to have a fanpage for the person you're dating.

i tried to distract myself by scrolling through my camera roll, deciding to post.

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view all 2097 comments
billieeilish my loveee, come kiss me 🤩🤩
ameerajackiex  mwah 🥰🥰🥰

i smiled at all the nice comments and walked through the corridors of my school. everyone knew me from either billie or the party and i couldn't bare to face them.

i was speed walking when a hand grabbed my arm. "hey, you never called me." i looked up and it was kieran. my jaw dropped and i pulled him into a hug. "im so sorry, i completely forgot." i said and he smiled.

"it's no problem.. ameera was it?" he asked and i nodded. "it's great to see that you're doing okay. did you ever call the cops on that girl?" he asked and i shook my head with a frown. "um.. no i didn't, i don't remember anything about her besides her eyes. it would be useless." i said and he scratched the back of his neck.

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