chapter 20 <3

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ameera

i have been so fucking hot lately. and not temperature wise, but i can't stay out of the mirror. my confidence has been on ten and im really not complaining.

but school has been so fucking boring. like beyond boring and i miss billie more than anything.

"earth to ameera," a hand snapped in front of my face. "oh shit," i shook my head and looked back at kieran.

"take a hit," he blew the smoke in my face and i waved it away. "you know i don't do that shit anymore." i rolled my eyes and he shook his head.

"we used to get high every fucking day bro. i miss it." he said, fake crying. "i was just coping. and stop mentioning it." i said and he sighed.

"but for what-"

"nobody needs to know. especially not billie." i said and he nodded. "stream xanny.." he said and looked at me with a huge smile on his face. "shut up!" i exclaimed and he laughed even harder.

"nah but you know me, i won't say a word to anyone. it's our thing." he said and i nodded. "you better."

"how are you and popstar anyways?" he asked and i smiled, "we're doing really good. i see her as soon as the school years over." i said and he nodded.

"nice.. hey, you think you could set me up with julia?"

"uhhh, i really don't think so." i said and his eyebrows furrowed. "not even just to smash?"

"well for that, maybe. she probably thinks you're stinky." i joked and he rolled his eyes, ashing his blunt. "please? for me?" he gave me the puppy dog eyes and i nodded.

"yeah and if nothing happens, don't blame me." he nodded, giving me a bro hug. "you're the best, bug." i rolled my eyes at his stupid nickname for me. "i know."

"gotta get to my elective." he sighed and checked his phone for the time. "you have an elective?" i asked and he nodded. "yep. it's american cinema. it counts toward my film degree so i said why not."

he placed down his skate board and threw me a peace sign. "see you later, bug."

"bye stinky," i said back to him and he laughed, skating away.

i sighed, looking around the college park. literally nothing was going on. let me call my girlfriend, who's not even my girlfriend yet.

she picked up after a couple rings and her beautiful face popped up on the screen. "hii baby," i said and she smiled.

"hey, what's up?" she asked, kind of out of breath. "why are you out of breath?" i asked, her cheeks tinting pink. she just giggled and my brain finally clicked.

"ooooo," is all i said with a teasing smile and she rolled her eyes. "shut uppp. what's up?"

"i have a hair appointment in like an hour. im getting faux locs." i said and she nodded. "well if it's like the braids, you're gonna look beautiful." she tossed and turned.

"thank you. i just wanted to let you know because im gonna be passed out in that woman's chair so if you try to text me, that's why." i joked and she snickered. "tired ass. but be safe and send me a picture when you're done!" she rushed out and i nodded.

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