The new glader (maze runner)

No trust once again

Newts was the first one to sprint to me he looked so happy to see me awake again

"Oh my god your awake,how are you feeling? Sorry that was a stupid question, im so sorry I should have stopped you from fighting gally he was out in the pit for a week he's been punished I promise"

I just looked at him about to break into tears but I couldn't show I was weak so I just stayed quiet, he looked sad and told me

"Hey, I know after this you will feel like you can't trust us but I promise you can trust me"

I didn't wanna say anything so I just stayed quiet I hope I didn't hurt newt, I just had no trust once again

I went to get out of this weird bed but fell to the ground newt slowly helped me back on the bed he tried his hardest not to spook me he got me on the bed and slowly grabbed my hand and told me

"Hey it's ok just stay in bed until you get your strength back"

I nodded and he left and told me he would come check on me later I layed in bed and zoned out for hours newt came back but brought Chuck and Thomas this time they brought some food but I didn't want any so I just looked up at the ceiling

I didn't look at them but I could tell they were worried

Thomas came closer and said softly

"You haven't ate for over a week you have to be hungry by now"

I still did nothing newt came closer aswell and told me to sit up he helped me he supported my back and pulled me up slowly but even just with that it was so painful I screamed of pain it hurts so much newt repeatedly said sorry I still couldn't say nothing so I just touched his hand he understood the message

After i was sitting up newt sat on the bottom of the bed thing and told me

"Don't worry the food is safe I know you think you can't trust us but we need you to eat, look I'll eat a little of it to show you it's ok"

He ate a little and he seemed fine so I took it and said

"Fine"

They looked so happy Chuck said thank you over and over

I ate the food and they helped me out of bed so I could finally get some fresh air Thomas and newt got my arms around there shoulders slowly I almost hit them but I stopped myself and i was to weak as soon as we stepped out side the hut gally saw me and came over Chuck stood infront of me, trying to protect me but he was half my size so he didn't really manage but it was still cute, when gally came up to me he shoved Chuck out of the way (not hard) Thomas asked Chuck

"Are you ok"

Chuck told him yes but he looked in pain I wanted to hit gally so hard but instead I took my arms away from newts and mihnos shoulders and went to help Chuck because he didn't deserve that then I went up to gally and I went to but newt grabbed my arm before I had the chance gally towered over me and said

"Not so tough now huh, I put you in your place..... got nothing to say? ofcource you don't"

I just looked at him stepped back a little and told him

"I'm sorry"

He looked like he felt bad and that point I realised me and him were a lot like each other
He looked at me and said

"It's ok, start again?"

I nodded and he went to go sort something out I realised how misunderstood he is and I didn't hate him anymore I was mean but I'm happy he let it go

Mihno saw I was awake and sprinted over

"Hey your up great to have you back, also Alby asked me to ask you have you remembered your name it's been a week since you got here"

I nodded

"Wait really what is it"

I don't want to say incase this was some stupid plan so I just stayed quiet, newt walked over to Mihno and tolled Thomas to stay with me
Incase I needed support then newt and Mihno went a little further away to talk I could bearly hear them all i heard was something about no trust I assumed he was saying something like I didn't trust them anymore which made me feel so bad

But I got on with life I decided no more fights and no more trusting anyone and I just did they work I was told to and during there party's I would go in the hut and sleep but when they would come in after there party's I would wake up from hearing them in and I would normally stay up the full night incase they tried anything but one night I woke up but didn't get up because I was to tired to so I just stayed there pretending to sleep and I heard them talking about me, by them I mean gally and newt

"When was the last time you saw her sleep?"

Gally questioned newt

"I don't know gally, I know as much as you do after that fight she's completely shut herself off, the last thing I heard her say was ow and that's because her finger got jammed when she was helping with a hit and when I asked her if she was ok she just nodded, she's even remembered her name and she hasn..."

I couldn't listen to this anymore so I interrupted

"My names willow ok! Now will yous stop pretending like your worried and like you care I'm not that easy to fool!"

The boys just looked at me I felt like they were about to attack me so I got up and I went on a walk meet went to grab me but remembered he shouldn't so he stopped himself instead gally ran over and just grabbed me I went to hit him, like before I didn't mean to, but he grabbed my fist before it could hit his face

"Now we don't want a another fight do we, come on we're going on a walk. Newt you just head of to bed I've got her"

Newt agreed and me and gally walked off

"So willow, I'm going to give it to you like it is because I think your more like me and I hate being pitied and I think you do to so here it is, where stuck here whether we like it or not and I'm sorry if that makes you feel like crap but we've all been through what your going through but life moves on so just get on with it"

I understood what he meant and what he said made sense and he was right I didn't like being pitied a lot but he says just get on with it Which I had already been doing just quietly he got me quiet angry by saying that but instead of acting out physically I said

"I have been getting on with life I've been building huts and I've been helping with the food and with the clothes just because I'm not talking doesn't mean I'm not getting on with life!"

He could tell I was angry but he remained calm

"I know this is all frustrating but you have to stay calm now yes I've seen you sos load of jobs but yous not accepting anyone's help like when you hurt your finger it's still bleeding but you didn't let newt help you and trust me if anyone knows how you feel the most it's newt he had it hard when he first came here but look he's ok now because he started talking to us more and trusting us more and if you don't start then your going to be lost forever"

I just looked up at him

"Ok I trust yous"