If we only had a chance

Missing You

Jong Kook's Pov

1 year later

As I walk in the woods, cool breeze welcomes me.

It's been 11 months since she was gone...

Finally at the end of woods I saw the cemetery. Walking towards her tomb, I placed my flowers.

"Hey... It's been months since you were gone. You did great... I just miss you" I blurted

"Running man is still going.. Your dongsaengs are still the same hahaha. On the other side life is not the same without you. You're the one I lean on, but we'll your gone" tears fell down as I said those words

"Im sorry I didn't visit you and it's my first time visiting you today. It's just that I can't just accept the fact that you're gone" I cried

"You know that I love you right?" I asked, expecting an answer when I know I won't be able to hear your voice again.

"I'm sure she's happy" Kwang Soo suddenly tap my shoulder

"Is she?" I ask

"She's brave hyung, that's why she did it" he replied

"Is it all worth it? Saving me, is it worth it?" I ask the tomb again

"She did it because she loves you" He replied

"Come on, they're waiting for you there" he added

I stood up and smile

"Thank you for everything... I'm sorry" I said and wipe my tears

We head back to the cabin where jaesuk hyung is grilling meat, sukjin hyung on his way. Dong Hoon is preparing the drinks.

"yah! Eodi iss-eoss-eo?" Hyung asks

*Where were you?*

"Just somewhere" I replied

"The meat is cooked, let's just wait for sukjin hyung" he said

"By the way jong kook ah, you know we're here for you right? It's not your fault" he added

"It's partially my fault hyung, but I can handle" I replied and entered the cabin.

After 25 minutes

"WE'RE HERE!!" sukjin hyung shouted

"So? You're late. The meat is getting cold" jaesuk hyung replied

"It doesn't matter at least we're. Anyway is jong kook really here? You managed to bring him here" sukjin hyung asks

"Ne majayo" I replied

"Oppa" she said

I look up to her and saw her shock face. It's been a while since I saw her

"Ji Hyo" I replied

I went inside the cabin and went in my room

We've been really akward since the accident

*FLASHBACK*

"Please save her" I beg

"She needs a heart transplant. A part of her heart was penetrated by the bullet. She has 5 weeks left" the doctor replied

"Take my heart please.." I beg tears falling down my eyes

"We can't do that. Ji Hyo had a letter saying if something happens to her. She won't allow anyone donate anything unless they're not in coma" he replied