If we only had a chance

A Bigger Chaos

Jong kook's POV

I woke up with the heat hitting my body.

I slept in the beach thank God this is a remote area.

My heart still hurts on what I saw yesterday.

I'm giving you a day to explain to me jagiya....

I turned my phone on and saw the missed calls from her.

But what I saw yesterday flashes back in my eyes and it angered me up.

*rinnng* *riinngg*

I saw her name in the screen and took a while to answer it.

Yoboseyo?

Neo eoddiga!? wae nae jeonhwa tonghwa-e eungdabhaji gabjagi balsaenghabnikka?! wae dodaeche iil-eulhago issni!?

*where are you?! Why didn't you answer my phone call?! Why the hell are you doing this?*

I laughed bitterly

Where am I? You asked where am I? When you're the one whose gone for a whole day saying you're sched is hectic but I found out from your manager you're not!

And you didn't look for me?

Didn't look for you? How pathetic..

Pathetic? I'm pathetic now?! naneun dangsin-eul pil-yolohaessda! hajiman nan neol su eobs-seo!

*I needed you, but I can't find you! *

I'm the one you needed? How funny. I thought you would explain to me whatever happened but I was wrong. naneun jalmos bil-eo meog-eulhaessda!

*I was f*cking wrong*

Neo waegure? You changed overnight? My sacrifices are for nothing..

Sacrifices? What did you actually do?

I pressed the end call and punched the sand.

What's wrong with me? She have the guts to tell me that?

Im not suppose to be angry with you, I'm waiting for your explanation but this is what I get..

Gosh I'm so pathetic!

I stood up and went to my car back to my apartment

I flop in my bed and close my eyes when I heard my doorbell rang.

I don't want to see any people now..

I want to be alone...

The bell rang again and again

Aishh! jjajeungnaish!

*aisshh! So annoying!*

I stood up and open the door, not giving a damn about who is it.

"What?" I asked as I turned my back and went to my sofa.

"What?! That's all you have to say?!" she said.

Why the hell is she here?

I looked up to her and saw her face

Her eyes are swollen, her face is reddened with anger.

I stared at her, anger slowly vanishing..

I want to hug her, to hold her, to kiss her..

But the image keep on showing

My eyes went cold as I look at her.

"What expression do you want me to show? Delighted? Excited? Pshh bullshit" I replied.