Ji hyo's Pov"Dong hoon oppa....." I called him as I saw him running and searching for me.
"Ya, gwaenchana? Eun hye oddiseo? geu changnyeo!" Haha oppa asks worriedly
*Ya, are you okay? Where is eun hye? That sl*T*
"naneun gwaenchanji anda, but I must stay strong. I must do this for him" I replied.
*im not okay*
Dong hoon oppa is the only person I can talk about this problem, he is the only one who knows about the storm that is coming in jongkook and I relationship.
"What are you planning to do? Must you do this? You're going to hurt yourself ji hyo ya" He asked.
"I can't let him have another downfall in his career oppa, he suffered a lot of downfalls in the past, suffered a lot criticism, a lot of pain and if he give up his well-earned career now, I'll feel guilty my whole life!" I explained.
"But it will also shatter him, you know how much he loves you, I know how much he cares for you!" he retorted.
"That's why I'm not breaking up with him in a simple way, I have to make him hate me" I replied
"Hate you? That's impossible! He will never hate you ji hyo ya, not in a million years" he replied back.
"That's why I came up with a plan, I only have 5 months to do this. The first month, I'll cherish my moments with him. I'll do every thing I want to do with him, so that I can have more memories to remember, in the 2nd month I'll start being cold, and in the 3-5 month ill--" I said
"You'll what?" he asks as he stared at me
I stared at him back and sighed.
Jong kook's Pov
"Ya jong kook ah, wae dasi masineungoya? Is there a problem?" Tae hyun (Kjk's bestfriend) asked.
*why are you drinking again?"
"Mwolla Tae hyun ah, why can't I just live peacefully? Be with the girl I love harmoniously? Why do I have to encounter such things?!" I shouted.
"Ya! You're luck this is an exclusive bar, no one can hear you. Are you immature in relationship? Ofcourse there will be problems that can occur in a relationship, you just had to stick together!" he replied
"But when we stick together, we'll end up hurting each other. In my problem, breaking up with her is the only way. But I can't, and I'm willing to give up my career to be with her. You know how much I love Seong Im" I replied.
"Then what kind of problem are you facing?" he asks
I told him about what happened since he's my closest friend.
"Jong kook ah mianhada, I thought the problem is just simple. I never thought it is that big. I can't understand why eun hye did that. What the hell does she want? Your fake love for her? Is she mental?!" He snapped.
"I know, I know" I replied gulping the whole bottle of beer.
"Ya, cheoncheonhi, you drank 5 bottles already" he warned and took the bottle of beer in front of him and drank it.
*slowdown*
I definitely can't break up with her. She's the only person, the only reason why I continue living. She helped me up when I was trampled down. She was always there for me. She's the only girl I was sure to marry.
"Tae hyun ah, what should I do?" I asked tearfully.
"I don't really want to shed tears infront of you again but I can't help myself, I love her tae hyun ah, and I'm sure to marry her" I added.
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If we only had a chance
FanfictionTwo people who are inlove meets a fate where they had no choice but to separate. If only, if only he could turn back time, if only she is braver, if only they were given a chance they could have been happier. But their fate is not easy. Can they sur...