If we only had a chance

The Break Up

Ji Hyo's Pov

"ji hyo yah, I've been thinking about our relationship and our 10 months near to end, I.... Nevermind" Gary oppa said.

We're on our movie date and he looks troubled.

He looks like he wanted to say something but he can't let it out.

"what is it oppa? Tell me" I said.

"ill just tell you in the right time. I've been thinking it so hard, maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right" he said.

"Come on oppa! It's the last day of September! We're nearing October, you might not have a chance to tell it to me" I said.

Oppa....

I tried so hard....

I really tried my best to like you back....

But I just can't, I feel somewhat happy and comfortable with you but it doesn't include any special feelings....

You're just like a brother to me.....

"Haha~ I've confirm it. Ill tell you later, let's just enjoy this day" he said.

I nodded in agreement.

We spent the wholeday together.

After the movie, we went to the amusement Park.

He is so funny getting scared of the rides we rode and holding on To me like a baby.

We laughed, we screamed, we did everything.

We entered the haunted house and I was really scared.

Though I'm the ace, there are 3 things I'm afraid of

Bugs

Zombies/ghost

And my mom.

Gary oppa tried to act tough but I saw him getting really scared once.

After the rides and all we went to the stalls and ate some snacks.

The skies are getting darker, we saw that there will be fireworks this evening.

We found a good spot away from people, we sat there and wait.

"Oppa, what are you going to tell me?" I asked.

He sighs and laughs bitterly.

*play How come you don't know-Kim jong kook, it fits the ambiance, it'll just make you cry*

"Seong Im ah, did your feelings change for me?" he asks

And there, it finally comes.

"Oppa~ I......" I can't find the right words so I look down

He raised my chin and smiled.

Damn, there's pain in his eyes.

That's the most painful smile I saw from him.

God! This man is so fragile but...

I'm really sorry..

If we can meet in our next life, I will love you.

Im sorry...

"I... I already know the answer Ji hyo yah. I just had a hard time accepting it" he said.

His voice is not cheerful anymore.

His voice sounded like his in a lot of pain.

I really don't want to hurt you Oppa...

I just can't.....

"I know from the start that I may not have a chance to make you mine for real, but I believed that there's still hope. Turns out, I don't really have a chance" he said.

He faced me and cup my cheeks.

"Ji hyo yah, I love you so much! That I'm willing to let you go for good" He said.

A tear fell into his eyes.

That tear made me burst into tears.

This man is really.......

I hope you'll find someone better than me oppa.

"Yah! Don't cry, paboya" he said.

He wipes my tears and holds my shoulders.

"I know you like jong kook hyungnim. So I'll let you go now" he said.

Jong kook oppa.....

We're not really seeing each other except for running man shootings.

We pretend to be close but afterwards we separate ways.

We've been doing it for 3 months now.

"Gary oppa, it's not like that" I said.

"No jihyo yah, don't think you betrayed me for liking hyungnim, it's not a sin to like someone" he said

"But I--" he put his fingers onto my lips to shut me up.

"Ji hyo yah, like me, you just love someone.... It's not like you can't stop it. Ji hyo yah, don't you ever waste an opportunity to be with someone you really love" He said.

"Oppa, j-jinjja mianhae...." I said.

Tears still flow in my eyes.

When I look at him.

There's tears also flowing in his eyes.

He faints a smile and wipes his tears.

He stood up and help me stand.

"So I guess we're breaking up before the said 10 months! Hahaha~" he said.

"Mianhe Oppa...." there's no words left to say.

If there's bigger word for sorry Ill say It.

Damn this man deserves better.

"Don't be sorry by how you feel ji hyo yah" he said.

"I'll head out first, I need space to absorb everything" he said.

I can't still raise my head up and I keep on sniffling and wiping my tears.

He puts his hand on my chin and raised my head

He cups my cheeks and come closer.

I closed my eyes and...

I feel his lips touch my forehead.

"This is my Goodbye..." He said and walked away.

BOOM!

Looks like the fireworks already started.

What a nice timing...

Oppa......

Its been nice to be with you....

Thank you....

For everything....

Hi guys wait for another update tomorrow. My schedule is really hectic so this is all I can write today. I hope you guys enjoy it and thanks to AvneetC7 for voting my story.

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