If we only had a chance

Jealousy II

Jong kook's Pov

"yerubon! Ji hyo and I started dating!" I heard Gary shout from the outside.

So they started dating.

I smiled bitterly and went back to my room again.

*knock knock*

"hyung?" haha asks

"leave me alone for now dong hoon ah"

"Gary hyung will enter this room any minute now, do you really want to stay there?" haha asked.

Right, Gary will also sleep in this room.

I opened the door and dong hoon looked at me with worried eyes.

"Don't look at me like that dong hoon ah, I'm fine. I just need sometime to accept it."i excused and walk past him.

I went to the sea side and feel the breeze.

Ha~ just wow!

I lied down and felt singing.

It must’ve been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless.
Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything,
Like your friend, like your shadow.

Like a friend, ha I smiled bitterly

We must’ve been together always. When you’re having hard time and you are sad,
even when you’re lonely. Holding onto seperation a bit longer,
Even when I’m hurting to wipe away your tears..

Tears flow slowly

There’s a man. Who loves you so much.
There’s a man. Who can’t even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path were you can always reach me
I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.

She's just too blind to see that.

For the thousandth time I swallow and again for ten thousandth time I try to set
everthing straight.

I want to tell you. I think I’m going to go insane but.

I want to embrace you all at one but…

There’s a girl, who doesn’t know I’m like this.
Who receives love but doesn’t even know that it is love.
Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad,
At this moment tears come but I’m happy.
It’s because you’re by my side.

I ended it with a smile and tears keep on flowing.

She's really stupid.

I hope he makes her happy,

Takes care of her since she's so clumsy.

Stop her when she's drinking so much

Protect her when she's in danger.

Love her more than anything else.

...
..

I look up the skies and the stars are so bright.

A perfect night for couples.

My head starts to hurt.

"hyung" haha suddenly showed up

"oh dong hoon ah"

"I won't ask if are you okay since I know you're not, but I just wanted you to know we're here" haha replied.