If we only had a chance

Messed Up

Jong kook's POV

I woke up in the morning with her on my arms.

We are both naked which reminded me of the romantic and passionate night we haf last night.

I smiled and hugged her tight

"Mhhmmm" she moans and stretch

"joh-eun achim jagi, you want breakfast?" I asked.

*good morning babe*

She nods and I went to call the reception to get breakfast in bed set.

I wore my clothes and bathe.

The service arrive and we ate.

"I'm going back early, I had a though schedule" she said.

"It's okay I understand" I replied

We went back to Korea and continue with our daily lives.

After my work I called her but she didn't answer. So I went to the gym and worked out for 3 hours.

After bathing, I called her again, but still to no avail she didn't answer.

Hmm? Maybe she's too busy?

I sent a text asking if she's busy but I didn't get a reply.

I called her manager and thank heavens she answered

Oh~ Oppa?

Ye, is ji hyo with you?

Unnie? No. She don't have schedule today

What? I thought she have a though schedule today?

Ahh~~ kure... Arasseo, thank you

Ne oppa

And she hung up.

She wouldn't lie to me like that. She is more on a blank type, pure and innocent.

Why would she lie about her schedule being hectic?

I checked her location and saw that she is in a restaurant in anyang

Anyang resto? Why would she go there?

I wore my jacket and went to the location. I searched for her everywhere but she is not around.

I went out and heard giggles at the back part of the resto.

That giggles sound familiar....

In no way that's her!

I looked over and saw her with Chang-joo giggling.

I saw how he holds her waist when I'm supposed to do that.

I saw how he hold his chest when I never thought she would ever do this.

He harrased her, threatened her, hit her and hurt her but she's still into him?

Ha! A tear fell from my eyes as I walk out and drove as fast as I can.

I drove to a faraway beach turn my phone off and punched the sand.

H-how? How in the world?!

Am I still not enough?

"AM I THAT LACKING?!" I shouted

I made my hair messy and flop down.

"Why does it always happen to me?" I looked down as tears keep on flowing.

"Why can't I get angry at you but it felt so painful? PAINFUL THAN BEFORE!!" I shouted.

"wae naneun hangsang ileon sig-eulo kkeutnaneunga? wae na-eyo?! wae?!?! apayo, ssibal!" I shouted.

*Why do I always end up like this? Why me?! Why?!?! It hurts, f*ck!*

I felt this pain before but this time it hurts 100 times more.

It felt like thousand of daggers piercing my heart.

What Did I do to deserve this?

Song ji hyos POV

"is he here yet?" I asked.

"nope" he replied.

I kept on acting with him but did he not check my location?

I snatched my phone from Chang-joo and can't find the location of him.

"Why can't I find his location?" I asked.

"He probably turned it off" he replied.

I pushed him and distanced myself from him.

I called my manager and she answered.

Ya, you said that jong kook oppa called you asking where am I right?

Yeah, he sounded shock to find out that you don't have a hectic sched. Where are you? What's happening? Why did you lie?

Its nothing, I'll discuss it with you soon.

I ended the call feeling a bit of dissapointed because he did not look for me.

You were calling me hundred times already but you didn't check my location and find me?

Babe... Where are you?

"I'll just go home today" I said to Chang-joo and walk out when he grabbed my hands

"Where's my reward? My kiss?" he said disgustingly

"F*ck off! I just needed you for this act!" I replied

"Ungrateful bitch!" he slapped me and walked out.

Tears fell in my eyes as I thought of the plan I made

Why does it hurts me too?

But what hurts more is

Why didn't you look for me oppa? Where are you? Why can't I contact you?

Where in the world are you?!

Hi guys I decided to update 3 chapters today as a gift because of kjk new single album I hope you enjoyed reading.

What will happen with these two? When all the plans and thoughts are messed up?

THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS

STAY SAAFE 🙏🏻❤️