The one I shouldn't fall for

Home is where the heart is

I love being home. Even waking up in this hotel room, it's home. Although I love living in Northern Ireland I do really miss Scotland and weirdly if I came to it I'm insure if I would home back and live here yet a trip to Scotland is perfect and I'm unbelievably thankful for Logan arranging this for us. As I wake I try to move from the bed to go for a shower but Logan's grunting implies that he doesn't want me to move which is confirmed with his clasp around me getting tighter with every step closer I get to leaving the queen sized bed.
"Let me go, I need a shower" I laugh,
*grunts*
I manage to untangle myself from his grasp and quickly sneak away much to his discomfort, I go for a shower and it feels so good just to relax and then I hear the door open before Logan stands at the toilet and starts to do a piss.
"You are far too comfortable around me" I state,
"Shut up. You love it" he yawns,
"I really don't" I reply,
"You don't mind it when I see you pee" he states,
"I'm on the toilet and you usually barge in forgetting I'm there half the time and go to piss on me" I laugh,
"True.. I'm really not a morning person am I?" He smirks,
"No, you're really not" I laugh,
"I need to take a shower too you know" he states,
"I'll not be long" I smile while washing the shampoo out of my hair,
"Or I could just join you" he smiles before taking off his boxers and getting in before I could disagree,
"you're so beautiful Rachael" he beams, "I think I'm going to shave all of my hair off" I state,
"Pubic?" He asks,
"Yeah?" I reply,
"That's hot" he smirks,
"You're so handsome Logan, I just love how bear like you are" I state,
"Bear like?" He asks,
"Yeah you're cuddly and cute but then you can also be angry and tough but you've got the perfect shape and posture for a bear" I reply,
"Do you like bears?" He asks,
"I love bears" I reply,
"Well that's all that matters" he smiles before kissing my forehead gently and taking me into one of his amazing, familiar best hugs and of course like clock work we break the hug and his hands land on my arse.
"Bum or boobs?" I ask,
"Before I met you I was a solid boobs guy but you have both so I think I've hut a wall and don't know what I am now" he states, with a puzzled look on his face,
"Good to know" I smile,
He conditions my hair and washes me down while making me laugh about every possible thing he can which I love about him. No matter what's going on with him or how he's feeling he will always try to make me laugh, like it's a priority that I'm happy which is something I have never experienced before and I'm unsure how to react to it properly. I start to wash him when he finishes with me and it's strange how much I love his shoulders, I know it's weird but they look so muscly, hot and amazing it's ridiculous. I wash his body while he never takes his eyes off me, i reach his privates where I take hold of him as I look up I see his head tilt back in anticipation of what may happen next. I get down onto my knees allowing the water to run down my back and my hair taking out the conditioner in the process which is what I need before starting to lick, suck and play with him through my mouth and tongue. I hear him groan as he puts his hand on my shoulder and starts to massage it smoothly as I feel him grow. He signals me to stop by lifting me with my underarms up onto him where he signals for me to wrap my legs around him which I happily do, he sits me on the edge of the bath tup before he starts looking for something for a few moments then he returns with my razor and shaving cream,
"Let me shave you" he states,
"What? No" I snap,
"Trust me Rachael" he replies,
"No" I state, while crossing my legs,
"It's a fantasy of mine Rach, please" he begs,
he puts his hand on my right and I can't help but cave under his soft touch, every time he touches me in the slightest way, even if it's not sexual I get insane butterflies in my stomach which make me blush and I feel like a little girl again which I don't know is a good or bad thing. He puts the shaving cream on me, I don't think I've ever been so nervous and I know it's obvious but I can't help it. He lightly starts to shave me and luckily if doesn't take long be says there was hardly anything down there anyway. When he's done he lifts me back into the shower and kisses me, so much passion.
"I have a surprise for you" he states,
"What?" I ask,
"I got the job" he beams,
For years Logan has wanted a job in Australia and he's finally got it, I don't know where that leave us but I'm happy for him because it's evident that it's something he really wanted. Rinsing myself off one last time, getting out the shower and putting on my dressing gown. I go back into the main room and go into my bag before bringing out a box with a blue bow on it and handing it to Logan who is now also out of the shower and in his dressing gown. He beams at me before opening it slowly and revealing the watch I've seen him stare at every time we go into the jewellery shop,
"How did you know?" He quizzes,
"I know a hint when I see one" I smile,
"I love it" he states before kissing my forehead,
We start to get ready although we are annoying each other at the same time so it takes longer than usual although neither of us care. My attire for today is my light blue ripped knee skinny jeans, red paisley design shirt with my black converse and my black leather jacket. Logan is wearing my teams top, dark blue jeans and a pair of white converse with his black Harrington jacket. His curly hair has actually had done time spent on it today do we must be doing doing something nice. Logan then tells me that we are going for a romantic picnic in the park which sounds lovely and very cute. We head to a familiar nearby park that I used to come to all of the time when I was little which I love being here and being able to look back at everything. Logan has bought crisps, juice, chocolate and sandwiches which is cute and it's an old fashioned date idea but it's cute From his part. When we are done it suddenly goes an almost awkward quiet between us which I find really confusing until...
"Rachael Watson, you've been such a good girl to me over these past seven months and I can't believe it's not even been a year because every day I spend with you I like you more and more. I would really appreciate it if you would do me the honour in becoming my fiancé? Which would mean you'd be coming to Australia also" he beams...