Of Alan & Austin | Cashby

•Chapter 21

I bit the inside of my lip as I read over the text message about 40 times scared to even move, my body began to shake and my heart began to beat ten times faster. I looked up to see Austin staring at me blankly, I began letting the tears fall and sobs fall out of my mouth.
"Alan, what's wrong?!" He asked frantically as he wrapped his arms around me, I cried into his shirt, soaking it and saying three words.

"I-I'm gonna die." I mumbled against his chest, I kept repeating it and repeating it as if, if I said it enough times it wouldn't happen.

"No, you aren't." Austin whispered in my ear kissing behind it.

"You-you don't understand." I trembled. "He's gonna kill me, Vic and Mike th-thought I would be okay leaving work. They didn't know." I cried harder.

"Baby, tell me what's happening." I pulled away from him and said words that broke me.

"Y-you have-have to stay a-away." I said wiping my tears. "Don't say you can't. You need too- you need too." I say whispering it to myself. I began walking away back to the hotel to pack all my stuff, I felt him behind me. He pulled me back turning me so my chest hit his chest.

"You don't mean that, Alan. This," He said sternly. "This is the first night together, you can't do this." He said now in a raspy tone.

"A-austin, I care for you and this is why this is happening, you gotta understand." I shook as the words spilled out my mouth, I saw a look of sadness wipe over him before anger completely over took him.

"This makes it easier on me then, I didn't need a slut like you in my life." With that he shoved past me walking to the hotel room, not even looking back.

I stayed in that spot for the longest time as I felt my heart shatter and crash to the ground. The words he spoke so angrily going around in my head. All I was to him was a slut...all I was to anyone was a slut...

I slowly began walking to the hotel room, and when I got there; him and all his stuff was gone, I walked over to the dresser and grabbed the tiny bit of clothes they packed for me and shoved it in my backpack then took out my phone and opened tumblr for one last post.

GingerPrinc3ss:

Hey Followers,

For a final post because you know how I'm a stripper cx...
Well I am in a bit of trouble with my boss and I might not be here when they find me...

So, thank you for following me. Seriously all of you made my life worth living with all those cat pictures we shared back and forth... And random chats we had. Lol, yeah they were great.

So, I love you guys/gals!
Meow! GingerPrinc3ss out!

Oh, My name is Alan, just figured you should know.

I sighed and closed out of tumblr ignoring any notes that came with it or comments. I opened messenger and clicked on Mr.Black then typed a couple words.

To Mr.Black:
Come get me.