Of Alan & Austin | Cashby

•Chapter 14

I clutched Tony's waist crying out in his car while he ran his hand up and down my back. "I'm just so done with school." I cried out as he listened, I saw he really didn't care. I mean, why would he? I'm a fag. I scoot away from him about to open the car door.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to class. I need to learn and you obviously don't care." He was about to say something but shut his mouth. I hopped out of his car, slowly making my way into the building; I had lunch right now so I went there and didn't bother getting any lunch. I walked past there table and got tripped, I fell flat on my face and the cafeteria erupted with laughter. I ignored everyone and went to my table shoving in my headphones, I listened to my best friends band, Suicide Silence. He was so good. I began to tear up thinking of Mitch but ignored the tears and continued listening.

The bell rang signaling lunch was over, I waited until everyone was out of the Cafeteria before getting up and leaving silently and alone. I walked to whatever class I had then sat in the back alone with my hood up over my head; Aaron and Tino were in this class but they wanted nothing to do with me.

"Alan." The teacher said.

"What." I groan as I look up to see everyone was gone. "Oh. Sorry." I stood up gathering my stuff then walking down to my locker, I saw Austin with his gang. They immediately saw me, Ronnie grabbed my wrist then twister it shoving me against the wall with a smile, I didn't wince. I didn't cry. I didn't care.

"Aren't you going to cry little ginger." He growled.

"No." I simple stated.

"Why not?" He asked as he twisted my wrist more too the point I could feel the wrists grinding.

I stared at Austin as I said this. "Because I am worthless, no one cares about me so what's the point of fighting back." They all looked at each other. "Exactly, there isn't a point." I then whispered. "Do your worse." They all threw punches at me besides Austin who just turned his back. My eyes began to flutter close again, I felt the feeling of falling but I didn't close them all the way. I was falling in out of consciousness. I saw Austin yelling and Ronnie yelling back. Then my eyes closed, knocking me out for good.