Alan was sleeping peacefully in the hospital bed, the time was about 1a.m. I just couldn't fall asleep, I was too worried about Alan getting hurt so I stayed up while he is sleeping then I would sleep for about an hour. He didn't need to know that.
The nurse walked in everyonce in awhile to check on Alan and make sure he was alright. She'd ask if I needed anything but I said no because I didn't want to be a burden. I opened my phone and went on my Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr and checked my IMessages.
On Instagram everyone was commenting "Aye, Man! Where have ya been!" Or something along the lines of that. Twitter, basically the same. Tumblr was interesting, I got reposted and shipped with Alan. Can we all just say emoji heart eyes?
iMessage was about the scariest to open because I kept my notifications on that off. When I opened it about a thousand different messages popped up, the one that stood out the most was from my Dad.
From Dad:
Austin, where the fuck are you! This whole dating a guy thing better not be true, your sister and I are disgusted.
That's when my heart broke straight in half, I looked up at my sleeping ginger and let tears cloud my vision. I'm not going to let them take him away from me. I love Alan, he is mine and no one is going to change that.
In that moment I knew what I should do, I typed back quickly and hit send.
To Dad:
It's true. I'm not coming home either, I don't want a homophobic dad, I'm pretty sure Mom would be disgusted by you.
Sure, it was harsh...but you have to fight fire with fire. He wants to be disgusted by me and my happiness then he will know mom will be disgusted by him. She told me, be who I am and not anything else, I am being exactly who I am.
And I am with exactly who I should be.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Okay, I need help. So I like this girl at my school and she likes me back... I want to tell my parents but the thing is I'm not lesbian and I've always been straight but like she's the first girl I really wanted to be with and she would be my first relationship... HELP! Oh and my mom doesn't "believe" in bisexual.
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Of Alan & Austin | Cashby
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