Time flies by quickly it's. Tomorrow will be the day that marks a month. I've almost been in this place for a month and I'm still not actually inside my body. The worst part is, is that I can't leave my room so I can't visit Y/N. She hasn't came to visit my room either why is that.
Suddenly the door opens and the doctor walks in and starts messing around with my body checking things out. Once he's done he goes into the hallway but he leaves the door open. I walk behind him but I can't go past the doorway for some reason. The doctor looks like he's talking to my mom.
What are they talking about? I strain to hear and I hear the doctor saying "ok I know this is hard Mrs. Clifford but tomorrow the decision will have to be made. If you choose not to pull it then we'll keep him on but you can still pull it at any time after today." Pull it? Pull what? I look straight at my mom and she's crying. What the hell is being pulled?
"I understand Dr. Smith I'll think about it and get back to you" my mother says, her voice cracking. I want to hug her so bad. Seeing her in pain physically hurts me. I walk back over to the bed and sit in the chair next to it. I just sit there for hours doing nothing but thinking about what the doctor said. Out of two corner of my eye I see the Y/N walk into the room and slowly towards the chair I was sitting in.
I get up and let her sit down even though she probably doesn't know that I'm here. She sits down on the chair and scoots it closer to the bed. She grabs a my hand and kisses it. "Michael please wake up....for me just please wake up. I feel like you're mother is going to pull the plug and I don't want to lose you....I can't lose you Michael" she says crying. I kneel down beside her and put an arm around her. She tenses up then relaxes again.
"It's you Michael isn't it?" She asks. I nod my head but then realize that she can't see me and say "yeah baby I'm here." She nods her head and looks down at my body lying in the hospital bed. More tears stream down here face and I want nothing more than to make them go away.
"Michael is there anyway you can get back in your body by tomorrow. I feel like you're mom is going to pull the plug on your life support and I can't lose you not for good. I can't stand the thought of being without you it hurt and...." she stops speaking and breaks down into a fit of sobs. I pull her tighter to me.
"I don't know what's going on and I don't know how to get back in my body because if I did trust me I would have done it already not being able to properly hold you, and kiss you is heartbreaking.
I just want you to know that no matter what princess I'll be here with you. You'll never lose me." I run her her back and she stops sobbing and sniffles a little. She pulls her knees up and hugs them to her chest. "I want to actually see you, to hear you, to touch you Michael." God that's what I want to. "I know princess but if something happens I'll always cherish the times we had together. Also I will always look over you and be right there beside you" I say.
She rocks back in forth in the chair for a minute before the doctor comes in and gives her a sad look. "Visiting hours are over hun you need to go home" he says. Y/N nods and gets up. "Ok I'll see you tomorrow Dr. Smith." She walks over to my body, kisses my forehead, then walked out the door. Right before the door closes behind her I here a faint I love you Michael.
AN: Sorry this took so long to make and publish I've been having writers block if you have any idea on what you want to happen with Y/N and Ashton leave them in the comments :)
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