Ashton was staring at me. Why was he staring at me? He was smiling though and dang was he cute when he smiles. He had the dimples that made girls swoon, including me. Wait what am I thinking I cant like Ashton!!!! Not after what happened to Michael it would feel like I'm betraying him in some way.
"What would happen if we ever broke up?" I ask "I don't know but I would want you to be happy. If you aren't happy then I'm not happy love" Michael replies.
The memory fades and I look back over at Ashton his smile has faded and he looks like he's drowning in his thoughts. I push on his shoulder to get his attention. He turns to me with an empty stare and says nothing just looks at me. This was really awkward. To break the tension I ask "do you wanna walk up and down the beach?" He shakes his head like he just came out of a daze. He smiles at me, nods his head, then grabs my hand.
We walk up and down the beach just talking random stuff like tv shows and books. It starts to get dark out and Ashton pulls out his phone to look at the time. Me and him completely missed lunch and it was about 8 o'clock now. He puts his phone back into his pocket. "Well I think should get you home now so you can eat" he says. I shake my head.
Home was the last place I wanted to be. He gives me a strange look and I explain "I overheard my dad say he was going to tell me that they were going to start sending me to a therapist. I don't want a therapist though I wanna live life the way I want to I can get through this on my own. People pushing me to get better is just gonna make it worse. It's already gotten worse and I just don't wanna be home right now."
Ashton looks down as me gently grabs my face between his large hands. "I understand it's ok do you want to go get some food? Maybe stay at my place tonight?" I nod my head that sounded perfect. He gently placed a kiss on my forehead and then dropped his hands from my face. He walked over and picked up our shoes then handed mine to me. Once i had them on he looked at me then pointed to his car. "Lets go get some food" he says. I nod my head and walk to the car even though I wasn't even hungry.
We both climbed into the car and he drove us to some Mexican restaurant. I got out and he was waiting for me at the front of the car. When I reached him he grabbed my hand and walked us into the restaurant. After waiting for a couple minutes we got a table for two in one of the corners. I grabbed a seat in the booth but instead of sitting in front of me Ashton sat next to me. What was he doing?
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FanfictionMichael died and you're family wants you to get over it, but you couldn't. What happens when you finally crack and spend more time with Ashton because he's so understanding?
