We had the same dream so was that supposed to mean something. As weird as it was I really hope that I did mean something. I got permission to go out with the girl I like. Was it worth it though to take that risk? Maybe I should give it a little time before jumping into things that seemed like the right thing to do.
I was ripped out of my thoughts from Y/ N saying my name. I looked over "what is it hon" I asked. She looked up at me with sad eyes and tears were rolling down her face. No no no I didn't want her to cry!!! I took the pads of my thumbs and wiped her eyes. "What's wrong why are you crying?" I ask trying to figure out what's wrong.
She takes a shaky breath and says "it's just that seeing Michael today and what he said just kinda hit me hard that he's never going to be back and maybe I should move on. I know it's just a dream, but it was a VERY realistic dream. I don't know I just think that I should move on. Michael's always going to have a place in my heart though." I looked at her she's right it was time to move on. It's so hard to do though but I understood where she was coming from.
It was time but the us part still needed time. I Wrap her in a hug and she puts her arms around my waist and her head on my chest. "I really do like you and I also believe that it's time to move on. But I also think that we should wait a little bit before we start a relationship" I say. She looks up at me and says "yeah a little time would be nice but I'm still always gonna come over to annoy you" she said laughing.
God her laugh took my breath away. Could I really wait awhile to start things with her? No don't be selfish I have to wait for her sake. She needs the time right now. I pull away from the big and move the hair out of her face and put it behind her ear. "Since we're both fully awake and we're probably not going to go back to sleep for awhile do you want some breakfast?" I ask.
She nods her head and I grab her hand and lead her downstairs. Once down there I grab two bowls out of the cabinet and set them on the table. I walk over to my fridge and pull down a couple of cereal boxes. I look over at her. "What kind of cereal do you want?" I say she looks up at me then to the boxes that are in my hand. I had krave, fruit loops, and Reeses Puffs.
"Krave's good thank you" she said then looked down and started playing with her hair. I put the other two cereal boxes back on top of the fridge and poured two bowls of Krave. I put that box on top if the fridge then opened the door and pulled out the milk. Once I was done with pouring it into the cereal I put it back in the fridge then opened the drawer to grab two spoons.
I walked over to where she was sitting with the bowls in my hand and set one of them in front of her. She stopped messing with her hair and picked up the spoon. We ate quietly me looking at her the whole time and her looking intently at her food. When we were done I grabbed our dishes and rinsed them off and put them in the dishwasher. She got up from her chair and walked over to me.
"Can I do some of your landaury I don't have any other clothes to wear to I need to wash the ones I have and might as well do yours to" she says. I just nod my head and go back upstairs to grab a pile of clothes. She was walking behind me but when I went to go in my room she stopped me. Do you mind me taking a shower before I start?" She asks. Of course not I'll get some clothes for when you get out just go ahead" I reply.
She nods her head and walks into the bathroom. Once I hear the water running i walk into my room and start looking through mh drawers. I pick out a plain black t-shirt that i haven't even seen in forever. Then I dig through the rest of my clothes but the only bottoms I could find were a pair of sweatpants with strings. I would have to do she could just tie them to where they would fit. With the clothes in my hand I walked to the bathroom, opened the door, and walked in.
She was singing one of my bands old songs. She had the prettiest voice and it was hard not to just stand there and be a creeper. I shook my head and said over the sound of the water "hey I got the clothes they'll be on the counter when you get out." I hear an ok and then walk out the door.
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FanfictionMichael died and you're family wants you to get over it, but you couldn't. What happens when you finally crack and spend more time with Ashton because he's so understanding?
