She was laughing!!! She was actually laughing!!! That hand' t happened since her and Michael's accident. Sure she's smiled here and there at things but she hasn't laughed since then. Until now and it was because of me. I couldn't get over the fact the I could make her feel like nothing happened when no one else can. Everyone wants her to laugh, hang out with friends, and be normal. It's gonna take time and I don't want to push her but at least we're getting somewhere because she's laughing!!!!
I finally pull myself out of my thoughts and pay more attention to the road. I don't want anything to happen to her and i'm sure she's afraid of cars right now. I finally take the last turn and pull into the beach. I find a spot and as soon as I stop she is out of the door heading towards the water. I stay back i know she needs time to herself for a little bit so I'm just gonna hang back until she needs me.
She takes off her shoes, rolls up her jeans, and puts her feet in the water. She turns her head to look back at me and waves me over to her. So she didn't want to be alone. I understood that when you're alone you think and the whole reason to come here was so she didn't have to think about it. I do the same as she did with my shoes and pants then step into the water.
It was freezing and I felt like my feet were frozen. How could she stand the cold? How could she not be wanting to get out? I see her look over at me and laugh at my facial expression. I bet it looked funny but don't even care about my expression right now i'm to focused on her right now.
To focused on the way her eyes are lighting up like they used to and she looks like she's not empty inside. She was so beautiful and-no stop!!! I can't do that to Michael. He may not be here but he was one of my best friends.
"So why her? How is she so special" I ask. "I don't know maybe it's her cute little laugh, or that she's not afraid to herself" Michael replies.
No she most definitely wasn't afraid to be herself. Michael was right that is a good quality. I'm starting to see more than ever why he liked her so much because now I'm catching feelings. I can't let those feelings go anywhere though. Michael was my best friends and she was his girlfriend. I would never do that to michael. What kind if friend would I he if I did?
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FanfictionMichael died and you're family wants you to get over it, but you couldn't. What happens when you finally crack and spend more time with Ashton because he's so understanding?
