trittany

five

we were officially out there. we went public and we didn't even have to put a tweet or instagram out or anything. the word got around the globe and it happened smoothly. the trittany fans were off the hook so me and trev decided to keep ourselves quiet for awhile so things could settle down between everyone. our feelings from the party warmed up and dissapeared. we were plain ol' riley and james with a little love twist.

"something you should have," trevor told me from the living room.

i was in the kitchen getting together some snacks for us.

"what's that?" i asked sitting down beside him and setting the plate of snacks down on the table in front of us.

he reached into his back pocket and took out a shiny bracelet. our bracelet.

"i never gave it back." he said shrugging.

"don't worry. i have so much of your stuff," i giggled.

"like what?"

"a bunch of your sweaters. i like cuddling with them when i miss you or sometimes i just wear them to have the smell of you on me." i finished, covering my mouth because i had just told him pretty embarrassing stuff.

"that's adorable. keep them all." he said kissing my forehead.

i put the bracelet on my wrist from where it had been missing from before.

"you know how beautiful this is?" i asked looking at the bracelet for the thousandth time but i didn't care.

"as beautiful as you,"

he gave me an unexpected kiss on the lips after what he said and i kept kissing him back because i could never get enough of his soft lips.

"i love you baby," he finally said in between a kiss and pulled away.

**

i woke up at 9:00 and knew i was going to be late to trevor's breakfast reservations at 10. i quickly stripped down and took a hot shower and dragged myself out as quickly [but slowly] as i could. i walked lazily to my room and checked the time on my phone. 9:17. i walked to my closet and pulled out a black skater skirt with a tight lace, white crop top. it showed a little bit of my stomach but i didn't care. i put on my low white converse and went to my connecting bathroom for hair and makeup. i decided to do a light coverage of foundation, and i curled my lashes and put mascara on them. i blow dryed my hair knowing it was going to take forever. i looked at the time and now it was 9:34. i brushed my dry hair out and twisted back a piece at the front. it was actually the best i had looked in a while to be honest. i got my purse and stuffed a bunch of random stuff inside. i then rushed out to my car, not even caring if i was late anymore. i drove to the place a few minutes away from my house and stepped inside to smell bacon, eggs, and heaven. i asked the old lady at the front for the reservations for trevor. she lead me to the table and as soon as trevor saw me he put his phone away and stood up to greet me.

"good morning sunshine," he said as he hugged me and then kissed my cheek.

we both sat down on the opposite sides of the booth.

"how long have you been waiting for me?" i asked grabbing his hands over the table.

"like a little under 10 minutes. not long," he said shrugging it off.

"i'm so sorry, i woke up really late and-"

"i didn't need an explanation babe," he said taking a sip of his water.

i smiled and nodded.

"so what're you doing this weekend?" i asked him changing the subject.

"definitely not partying like last weekend. what a headache. literally." he said referring to our 'the next step' end of season 2 party.

"i feel you." i agreed taking a sip of my water that he must've ordered for me.

"what're you wearing?" trevor said and he sounded a little nervous.

"what do you mean?" i asked confused, looking down at my outfit that i was actually proud of.

"well, your stomach is showing. i just don't want other guys on you babe." he said holding my hand a little tighter now.

"babe, if anyone hits on me, you have the right to throw a punch." i said with a giggle and he smirked.

"that'll happen sooner or later because you're hot." he said winking.

"am not. that's the last of it." i said trying to stop the subject.

i knew i wasn't perfect or beautiful but i'd learned to accept that. i was happy with who i was and who i thought i was.

"baby," trev said grabbing my hand again.

"you gotta know that you are-"

"no stop. sorry, i don't wanna keep talking about it." i said looking away from him and i took a sip from my water.

my looks had been the reason of my depression. it had haunted me down until the last straw so i chose to accept myself for me and what i looked like.

"no brittany. please listen. for a second." he said sternly, forcing me to look him back in the eyes.

i shrugged.

"you need to know that i'm not just saying this because of your disorder. i'm not just saying this to make you feel good about yourself. i'm saying this because it's my opinion and i can choose to say what i want. okay, baby, please just listen," he started.

this was so sweet. i nodded for him to continue.

"maybe you haven't been told this very many times before, i don't even tell you enough. how beautiful you are. it breaks me to hear that you've been depressed before because you don't have a single reason to stress about. your looks remind me of one of those princesses in a fairy tale. you're one of those cartoon princesses come true. your hair reminds me of soft fluff on a puppy's back and your lips remind me of the softest and most pinkest thing on earth. whenever i kiss you, i want so much more. your kisses overwhelm me sometimes. your lips make me feel insecure. not to mention your body. you have a little freckle right above your belly button and your legs lead to your beautiful curves. i couldn't imagine a woman's body being any more beautiful. your tiny feet make me laugh sometimes because you have the smallest sized shoes. your eyes bring out everything. everything brings out you brittany. if you walked into a room, with a thousand people, you'd be the first that i'd notice. some people say that being perfect is impossible. they say being perfect is only a dream. maybe my dreams came true though because i found a girl that's as close to perfect as anyone could be. i will treat you like my princess. forever."

a tear fell from my eye as the words smoothly fell from his mouth. the beautiful words that could never make me insecure again. the words that could cure my sadness and make me love him. forever.

**

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okay i had so much trittany feels while writing this like omfg can he be more sweet like oh my god that was the sweetest thing ever.