trittany

eleven

his glassy, angel eyes stared into mine. this can't be right.

"do i know you?" was what he said.

my eyes started filling up with tears that immediately dropped down my cheeks and trevor just looked sorry for me. he had no clue who i was. i just sat there with jordan behind me, who gasped when he said it, but i didn't want to look back. i could only keep my eyes on the only person i loved. this was the first person that i've ever loved this much. now this person was making me breathe rapidly and my eyes poured. it felt like i'd never stop crying.

"it's....it's....brittany." i said in between tears and heavy breathes.

i loved him but i knew he didn't love me and it wasn't his fault.

"sorry." he said, his eyes getting watery.

i just reached for his warm hand, and held it. i wanted to kiss him so bad but i'm just a stranger now. his soft, warm hands comforted me. he held my hand back. he felt sorry, and that made me cry even more. a tear fell onto his hand and we both looked up and into each other's eyes.

"you, you don't....know who i am?" i asked staring at him.

"i will soon enough." he said.

"what do...you...mean?" i asked tilting my head.

i was interrupted by a nurse.

"ahem." she said at the door.

me and trevor both looked her way. so did jordan.

"didn't know you had visitors trevor. i'll come back with your meds later?"

trevor silently agreed.

"wait." jordan said to her.

"what does trevor have?" she asked.

it was pretty obvious that he lost his memory.

"oh, can you step out for a second?" she asked and jordan nodded and looked at me before she stepped out with the nurse.

i looked back at trevor who was looking at me. my hand was still holding his. he's alive and that's all that matters. his brain may not know he loves me but his heart definitely does.

"i love you." i said.

he didn't say anything. he just looked at me like the words never came out of my mouth. it hurt, to be honest. jordan came back in without the nurse and i let go of trevor's hand.

"trevor, excuse us for a second," she said wheeling me towards the door. he slowly nodded and jordan stopped my wheelchair outside the door.

"he has temporary amnesia. all of his memory will come back to him at once. like all at the same time. it might take a few days or weeks or months, but it's definitely worth it."

"that's amazing." i said.

"i think it's time to say goodbye," she said nodding toward trevor. i nodded slowly and she wheeled me back beside his bed.

"bye trevor. just know that i love you. it's okay if you don't love me back right now but in your heart you do. you said you loved me at least three times a day. it was so..." i started crying again

"it was just amazing how i loved somebody that much. i still do love you so much. even though you don't know who i am right now, but you still can hold my hand," i grabbed his warm hand.

"we use to hold hands everywhere we went because you said you liked to show me off," i stopped because i noticed i was wearing the bracelet trev had given me. the one and only bracelet.

"and this...this was the bracelet you gave me. i looked at it every night i wasn't with you and it made me smile so much. you make me smile. i love you. bye trevor." i finished.

"i'll love you again some day." he smiled.

and i left the hospital loving trevor even more.

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a/n
sorry for short chap. i thought this was a pretty cute chapter hbu?