trittany

fouteen

i ran to the door, my whole body shaking like there was an earthquake underneath me. my heart was beating so loud that i heard it. it was excitement and i'd never felt that much before. it was like a rush of adrenaline. it was something i'd never felt before. not even when i danced. this was different. a good different.

i turned the door knob to see the only guy i've wanted to see. his eyes were almost teary when he looked into mine, his smile was the same. his face was a little bruised but this was trevor. this was the guy i loved. we stared at each other for a quick second before pulling each other into a tight hug. i wrapped my feet around his waist which reminded me of the movies. his smell was there, the cologne i'd missed and forgotten. he was the same. i stood up from the dramatic hug and kissed his lips the longest i'd ever kissed them because i'd forgotten how it felt like and then it all came back to me. i wanted to breathe with him and kiss him forever.

"i love you so much baby, i can't even explain. i love you, i love you." he said for the first time, the rasp that made me tingle everywhere.

"i love you. so so much that i can't explain. i love you trevor." a tear dripped from my eye but i was caught off guard by another long kiss.

his hands were everywhere which made me breathe heavily and his lips were smothered across mine. it was what everyone dreamed of. i kept kissing him and kissing him. i wanted this forever.

"can we come inside babe?" he asked pulling me from the doorway to inside.

we went up to my room where we talked. a nice long talk which i needed. we stared at each other, loving each other so much. it was just so unexplainable.

"i didn't know who you were, but in some way, i like missed you and knew you were there. it's so hard to explain. i just knew. i was a wreck without you. it's so weird. baby, i love so much. any shit can't stop how much i love you. i could honestly say that a billion times but i just don't even know." he told me.

he made me feel so good about myself. everything was perfect.

"i literally could've died without you. i forgot how your lips tasted and how it felt for you to grab my waist and pull me in. i almost forgot your smell and now you looked. crazy how i could forget you." i said back while he pulled me closer to him and gave me a soft kiss.

"i miss this." i said into his ear.

"you won't miss it anymore babe."

**

i woke up with trevors adorable face beside me. i recalled what happened the night before.

"remember when you were too scared to kiss me so i tickled you?" he said and i laughed.

"not scared anymore!" i teased.

"hope not. are you scared of this?" he asked while he pushed his lips against mine. {the times we've kissed today can't even be counted}

"nope! i'm not scared!" i said cuddling next to him.

"you don't have to be scared when you're with me." he whispered into my ear.

i smiled as he placed kisses all over my jaw.

we went into a heated session and let's just say i lost my virginity on the day trevor woke up from his coma.

i stared at trev's face until his eyes fluttered open. we stared at each other for a second and finally his warm voice said, "morning britt."

"morning trev." i said.

i got up and took the pill beside my bed i was supposed to take the night before but didn't and drank it down with my old water from like 2 days before. i had a small headache but i've definitely felt worse.

"how're you feeling?" he asked me.

"small headache but you're here," i said curling into his chest wanting to go to sleep again.

"i had fun last night." he smirked.

"hey! that's a one time thing!" i said poking him in the belly hard.

"sure it is." he said rolling his eyes playfully.

"i love you." i said as we broke out into one of our immature tickle fights.

i was happy to have my trevor back.