trittany

thirteen

it was true. i missed him like crazy. trevor's mom had contacted my mom and told her he was to be released in five days. this made me off the walls, i thought about how he'd be able to kiss my lips which i'd forgotten the feeling of. i also thought of his tight cuddles when we slept. but then again, i was just a stranger and i had to accept that fact.
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"i'm his girlfriend. what do you mean he doesn't remember me?" i argued to trevor's mom who'd brought me some soup since i was on a 'half' bed rest.

"baby, he'll remember you soon enough, we just have to wait."

"how long?"

"so far, it's a week up to two months so we need to pray for the best." she said putting a hand on my arm.

"what does he remember?" i asked, a tear dripping from my eye.

"he has accepted me as his mother just because i've told him enough. he doesn't know his father, he's only visited once and trevor asked if it was his bud from school. he doesn't know anyone else. he's jamming it up with lamar, but he kind of, sort of, just met him for the first time if you know what i mean. it's love at first sight!" she laughed.

"so he doesn't love me?"

"you know that's not what i meant doll. you need some rest."

"do you talk about me?" i asked dodging her request for me to sleep.

"all the time. he tells me that it seems like he loved you very much. it's amazing. i even think he has a crush on you!"

she made me giggle.

"goodnight mrs. flanny. i'm gonna get some rest. please call me when trevor is released or if it's earlier. tell him i love him."

"will do. have a good nap!" she said taking my empty bowl of soul away from me and leaving my room.

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it was the fifth day. trevor was coming home. he was getting released. this was the day where i'd finally see him out of the hospital, out of the torturous trauma unit and just away from it all. everyday i woke up and it was alms like magic to me, that i was perfectly fine now. it made me smile that we live through so much. i almost died. that day, i was so done with the fighting and pain, yet i got through because of my brain and my heart and my pumping blood and the breathes i took and trevor got through too. and we were alive together. we made it, and that made me so happy.

at 12:00 in the afternoon my phone rang. i had just showered and was getting dressed because the last thing i heard was that trev would come over here in the afternoon, after he visits his dad.

"hello?" i answered.

"hey hun, it's trev's momma."

"hey, what's up?" i asked.

"when trevor woke up this morning he went into a half coma. it was very short to be even called a coma. it was for about four hours. when he woke up, he remembered everything. it was so scary but now it's amazing. he's back! we're running late but we're on our way."

"oh my gosh! please tell him i love him."

"i will. he's being annoying blabbering on and on about you! see you in a bit."

trevor remembered me and this day couldn't get anymore better or exciting.

i put on my black skater skirt with a white and black striped cropped tshirt. i took my pills because i had gotten a terrible headache and then i waited. i applied some makeup because i was so bored but at 3:25 the doorbell rang and my heart dropped of happiness.

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a/n
sorry for the painfully short few last chapters. i haven't had enough time to work on them but i still had to post something. the next few chapters will be longer than this so be looking forward to those! btw this chap was so weird idek why it seemed weird to me for some reason just because of the timing and the whole trevor remembering thing oops lol.