What happens when you fall for the one person you can't have? What happens when you have to keep your biggest desires secret? What happens when secrets are revealed and the truth comes out?
Paddy was all I wanted, I was all he wanted, but what abou...
Finally, the day arrived and it was time for me to go to London.
I was terrified to be living in a new country and far away from my family and friends but excited for the adventures and three months with my boyfriend
Mom and Dad drove me to the airport and with minimal difficulties I boarded my long ass flight.
I tried to sleep....that failed pretty bad so I watched a movie instead.
I chose the kissing booth which brought back memories of when Paddy and I first started dating.
Being a long distance couple there were a limited amount of things we could do together when we were apart, however, Netflix parties were always our favorite long distance date.
The very first one we had he told me to pick my favorite movie on Netflix that I bet he hadn't seen. I warned him he might not like it, but he said he didn't care. So I picked the movie and much to my surprise he loved it.
Despite his belief that Elle made some dumb decisions throughout the movie, he loved the concept of their happily ever after.
I mean, after all we could definitely relate to the movie. No one had ever said that we couldn't be together but we also knew that whether it be friends, family, or fans, people would always have something to say about us.
I finished the kissing booth and tried to read some. That's when I actually fell asleep. Who knew all it took was a boring school book and I was out like a light.
As I woke up I got to see the final few minutes of our flight and the sites of London from above.
The plane landed and once off I raced through the terminal.
I ran to baggage claim and quickly found my suitcase. I started to walk out to where Marvel had arranged for a driver to meet me, but before I could get there I saw 4 boys with brown hair and matching grins holding up a sign with my name on it. I smiled and ran towards them.
We all hugged dramatically until we were just one big pile on the floor.
We probably got some weird looks but we didn't care at this point.
The boys dropped me off at the rental house that I would be staying at while in London.
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It was beautiful.
It was white with beautiful windows and plants all around it. It looked like a scene from a novel.
I walked in and settled into my room.
I felt my phone buzz and I checked it to find a message from my favorite group chat. It was the chat with me and the Holland boys.
