Shielding You From Sorrow♡

Special Chapter

Rosèanne Park

Life is really cruel on us.
We went through a lot of difficulties.
We fail but that fail can't consider you as a failure.
Set your failure as your achievement in order for you to grow more.
In order for you to accept defeat.

Four years ago. There's four people. Four people who's very weak at that time. Four people who dreamt. Four people who started at nothing.

But that four people who's weak at that time are now the toughest. Those four people who dreamt are now on the ground already reached what they've dreamt for. Those four people who started at nothing are now already dominating the world.

Those four people went through a lot. From pain, failure, tiredness, exhaustion and everything that is hard to bear. But look at them now, having a comfortable life.

Why?

Cause they believed they can.

They believed their selves that they can and they will.

The only thing that can lead you to a successful life is to believe yourself, to set your failures as your achievements, to face your fears and to walk in every battle with chin up.

That's what WE did. That's what BLACKPINK did.

Lalisa Manoban failed to make her life happy. She wants to live her life to the fullest but destiny didn't allow that.

I know that lalisa may fails but somehow someday she'll set her failure as her motivation. A motivation to a better life.

She left me here hanging. It hurts being far away from her. It hurts not knowing where she is.

She left me when she always promised me that she'll stay.

But what can I do, in order for her to feel fine again I, we, need to let her go for now.

The only thing I can do for lalisa is to support her. To support her in every decision she will make. To support her when she fail that decision, To make sure that I'll be there.

It's just too sad that we all need to go on a different paths.

Jennie needs to get married.

Lalisa needs to go away.

Jisoo needs to love me.

Me, Chaeng needs to go with Jisoo.

Luckily me and Jisoo needs to stick together. That our love didn't went that way.

Jennie loves our Lili. Not just a member or a friend but a woman. She loves Lili the way I love chu.

But what's stopping Jen from loving her? What's bothering her? What's stopping her to pursue her relationship to Lili?

That's all the questions I have but no matter how I questioned everything we can't undo the wrong. We can't turn back the time.

Jennie unnie is already married. She's already married to her ideal man. She's married to her ideal man and not to her love one.

She doesn't love Kai. I saw it in her eyes. But I know she has reasons for not choosing her.

I know that she has a soft heart that's why she can't hurt Kai. And not wanting to hurt Kai made her hurt Lisa.

That's why the latter need to go away.

I just hope that in the end, no one can regret their decisions.

I know that Lili can't and don't regret her decision cause what she did is the right thing to do in her case.

I just pity our Lili cause she left without knowing what happened. She left without saying goodbye to her. Maybe she doesn't want a goodbye, maybe it's see you next time.

She left cutting our connections.

This is our journey. A stressful journey.

And now I will end up here.....

See you when I see you.....

I am ROSÉANNE PARK also known as PARK CHAEYOUNG
Ready to drop the mic
Ready to sing another song
Just don't forget that in music and in life just go with the flow

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