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I want what I can't have Part 6 (Alex Mattson)

Person: Alex Mattson 

Warnings: Angst, Smut.. ( Guys i got you)

Image: After Niko saw you and Aleksi kiss he run out.... (This time i will not tell you more)

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I looked at Aleksi "Fuck" i said. "Y/n I'm so sorry I know it was wrong to kiss you and now Niko saw it". Aleksi stand there with all the pain inside him. "No Aleksi it's my fault I kissed you not you me". For a while me and Aleksi just stand there shocked and full of pain. I just wanted one thing. I just wanted to hurt nobody and now I hurted both of them Aleksi and Niko.

I tried to call Niko but only the mailbox rang. "Damn it" I said because only the mailbox rang again. "I'm going to look for him" said Aleksi who was still standing next to me. "I'm coming with you". Aleksi nodded and we went outside together. We actually wanted to go to my car to drive home to Niko, but that was cleared up when we saw Niko sitting outside not far from my apartment. We went to him together but Aleksi kept his distance from me so as not to hurt Niko even more. "Niko" I said softly while I turned to him. He also turned around, startled. His eyes were dry and numb. "Niko, it's not what you think". He now also looked at Aleksi who was standing a little to one side. "Oh yes and how is it then. Just say that you fuck him Y / N". I wanted to say something but Niko jumped up and went to Aleksi. 

"How long have you been fucking her". Aleksi didn't say anything. Niko got louder and asked again. "How long have you been fucking my girlfriend, mhh Aleksi. You always act so innocent and then throw yourself at my girlfriend behind my back".

 Niko got louder and louder and was now very close to Aleksi. "I don't fuck her Niko, I ..." he didn't get any further because Niko hit him in the face. Aleksi backed away, startled. I jumped up, too. "Niko please let's talk normally" I said.

 Niko looked at me briefly but didn't react. "You know what fuck him you bitch. I don't care but never look at me or talk to me again Y/N" said Niko who was now closer to me.

 "Don't talk to her like that, I took advantage of her and fucked her. She can't help it, I kissed her first, she might not want that at all". I looked at Aleksi shocked why he said that. He knew that was not true. "Niko, I kissed her and I didn't care if she was with you". 

Niko clenched his fists and hit Aleksi harder and harder. His nose started bleeding. all the blood ran over his black sweater. Aleksi was lying on the floor and Niko hit him with one fist and with the other he held his sweater. "Niko please stop he's the friend" I shouted desperately. "Niko please stop" I yelled over and over until he stopped. 

"Fuck you Aleksi" he said and walked away hectically. I immediately ran to Aleksi and knelt down next to him. "Aleksi is okay," I said worriedly. He held my hand and said

"Yes, that's just a little blood". I knew it wasn't. "Why did you say that to him, that's not true at all," I said while I put my hand on his cheek. "Because I want him to hate me and not you Y / N". I looked at him sadly and a tear rolled down my cheek.

 "Aleksi" I said softly. I helped him up and kissed him. I didn't know why but it felt so right kissing him. It felt so good. I broke away from him and we went inside together. We sat together on the couch while I had my first aid kit next to me and Aleksi was removing the blood from my face. "I'm so sorry Aleksi". He just looked at me. 

While I was cleaning his face, he kept looking into my eyes. "Y / N I have to know you feel something for me. If not then I'll be gone immediately and clarify it with Niko so that you had nothing to do with it". I looked at him in shock and put away the nose cloth with which I had wiped the blood from his face. I started "Aleksi". 

"I think there is something. It feels good to kiss you or to touch you, but I don't know if I'm in love because Niko ..." I couldn't get any further because Aleksi took my face in his hands and kissed me. "Y / n I love you so much and I've been trying to get you out of my head for so long. I tried not to call you.

 I lay awake for days and couldn't sleep because of you. You changed everything I know how wrong it is so to be found for you. But my feelings are far too strong to hide them yet ". Aleksi looked at me uncertainly and I was just shocked by his words. That was the best thing anyone had ever said to me. I took his face and kissed him. 

He returned the kiss and it got more and more passionate. I sat down on his lap and continued kissing him without thinking because right now I just wanted to feel him. His fingers slid up to my waist. Our kisses got wilder and wilder and I knew how much he wanted that and for how long. Aleksi slowly began to kiss my neck.

 I wanted to take off my top but the doorbell rang. The ringing tore us from our spell and I looked at him in shock. "I'm going to the door" I said because we both didn't know what to say. I opened the door and saw Joel and Joonas standing there. "Hey Y / N we heard that from Aleksi and Niko".

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Hope you liked it :D

It's my second story for today so pls don't be sad if it is not so good. I try to write as fast as I can. And I know some people want see the story with Niko. i try to make it tomorrow.

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