Promise (BakuDeku)

The mark

*Izukus point*

He picked me up and carried me away to the other side of the room, it kind of scared me but it felt good in his arms, I wanted him too...though I knew it meant nothing to him...I will try to make us something I will try my best, to make him fall for me. 

But...

was...

he...

single?

I saw him push me on the wall and lean in, it made chills run down my body...what if he isn't single? what do I do then? Do I try to break them up? Or do I let him be happy with whoever makes him happy? And I knew what my answer was...I'm happy when he's happy...and if someone else makes him happy then ill be happy for both of them! But before making assumptions I need to make sure...I needed to ask him...

just before our lips touched, I stopped him and asked him a question that made him freeze.

"Are you single?" 

I kind of started to regret asking the question. It was a long moment of silence where we were both frozen and stiff, the silence wasn't as long though it felt like forever. The loud music and the laughing screaming stopped for a moment till I spoke up again...

"Kachan are you single? Answer me." I now stood tall and serious, did "silence" mean "no"?

"Don't give me a command nerd! I'm not your slave that you can rule around with! You're the slave here and if I do want to answer the question then I won't." He looked at me with those cold eyes once more...and the answer...I guessed it was a "no".

"Kacha-" I was going to ask him once more, just to make sure...just to know...if I was just used or not that day...to know if I have any chances...but he interrupted me and kissed me so roughly and aggressively...it kind of hurt but...it did feel really good.

He grabbed me by the face and wouldn't take his lips off mine, he started to roughly massage my neck...it was getting harder to breathe but he wouldn't let go. He didn't stop for a minute or so until both of us ran out of breathing.

"Kachan wait...answer my question." I tried to push him off and catch his attention but he wouldn't listen. 

He grabbed my chin and moved it to the side leaving my neck exposed. He smelled my neck and gave me a few pecks on the neck. I tried to push him off but he was stronger than me, way stronger than me. There was just nothing I could do about it but to ask him to stop because I don't want to do this thinking he has another boyfriend.

"God...nice shampoo you use...smells like honey, wonder if it tastes like it? No, no wonder, I know it tastes like it.

"Alright, K-Kachan stop we need to talk." I tried to convince him but he slammed me against the wall and started to such the living soul out of my neck.

"K-Kachan stop...it....not right now." I tried to push him away but there was no difference in his actions.

"Shut up nerd" He whispered in my ear and closed my mouth with his big veiny hands.

I felt sharp teeth biting into my neck and starting to chew it like damn food. He kept on biting on the spot over and over again but stopped for some reason. I then realized that...the mark was bleeding...I felt hot red blood drip down my pale skin. The mark hurt so bad...it was stinging and itching but there was nothing I could do about it...all I did was cry silently. His hand slowly brushed down my mouth and stepped backward. 

"K-Kachan...you...you made me bleed..." I whispered trying to hide the fear and the chills running down my body.

"I...look" He put his hands in his pocket and licked his lips trying to explain what he has just done...but there was nothing to explain...

"Kachan...are you single? please answer me...stop torturing me..." I slipped down the wall and sat down trying to cover my mark

"Deku I-" He got interrupted by Kaminari popping out of the crowd 

"HEY, GUYS!!! WHAT YALL DOIN' ??? DEKU GET UP LET'S DANCE!!!" He put his arm over Kanchan's shoulder and dragged him away in the crow.

As I watched them getting lost in the crowd I sat there in silence knowing that Kachan would never love me...

"Katsukis point*

Shit...I didn't know how to answer him so I just denied the question and started to kiss his neck...he was saying something but I was barely listening, damn it, his shampoo was a whole meal,  I couldn't take my lips off him, and then...I guess I got too into it and...bit him, what I meant to do didn't really come out right...he was supposed to like it, but he told me to stop and that pissed the fuck out of me, so I guess I bit him too hard that it started to bleed...I stepped away regretting what I did 

Damn it...he is crying...fuck it I'm sorry...it did not mean to come out that way...fuck it...stop crying nerd...smile like you always do...smile one more time...stop crying it's annoying...I mean... it's not annoying...but...it makes something feel weird...like somewhere around the chest area...not sure what it is but... it's not a good feeling...stop crying, you nerd! And stop looking at me with those eyes...are you scared of me? Oh god, no no no you can't be scared of me...anyone but not me...

Why can't you say it into his face Katsuki?

What are you?

Afraid?

What are you afriad of Katsuki?

Why can't you just say it into his face?

No, I will speak up, The fuck? Afraid? What do you think I am? A little weakling? I'm Katsuki Bakugo after all! 

As I was just about to speak up that damn sparky came out and pulled me away talking about random shit that I couldn't care less about...I just wanted to explain all this to the nerd but...explain what? I did what I did...there was nothing I could do about it...He probably will never look in the direction of me...damn it...fuck this. Why can't things just be different...?

Word count: 1085 

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