Promise (BakuDeku)

The begining

*5 years later*

I looked out the balcony at sunrise with some coffee in my hand with light shining on my face. Mhm U.S is really pretty during sunrises. I have moved to U.S after I turned 19. Japan had too many memories with him being everywhere and and anything I said was him. I really needed a break from everyone and try to let go of the past.  

I mixed the coffee with the spoon as I took a sip. I reached out for my pocket and held out the letter Kacchan had left me. I slowly opened it as I read it, 100000 time now? Every time I read it...it just feel like the first time. I can hear him say it...I can feel and see him in front of me...standing with the embarrassed but soft look on his face. I can still feel your energy around me. I can still smell the scent you always had on your clothes. I can still feel you in my bed in the morning. I can still hear your complains and your non stopping screams. It feels as if you're still here with me. Around me. This letter makes me happier day by day...as it makes me smile the brightest. And again I'll read it just like yesterday. And tomorrow and the day after.

"Hey nerd. If you're reading this that means I'm probably already gone.

By the way happy birthday because the doctor says my funeral will be on your birthday.

As a shitty boyfriend I am I couldn't be there to say 'happy birthday' in person.

This is my present to you. As a love letter.

Don't cry too much because if you are, even if I'm not there, my heart still hurts.

I know it might be hard without me but please move on and take care of yourself.

Find someone else and be happy.

Anyone except pink cheeks and Icy Hot. Because no.

Still, love who ever you want just not as much as you loved me -_-

But, still try to move on and start a new life.

Live your life living Deku.

If you are going to starve or harm yourself some shit I'm going to blow your ass.

Are you eating well?

Is your stomach alright? Even if it hurts a little, go straight to the doctor.

Are you taking care of yourself properly? 

Do you have a house to live in?

Are you feeling well emotionally?

If you answer 'no' to one of these questions then that means next time you read it you should already be doing it or having it.

Because if you aren't Kacchan will be mad -x-

How are friends doing? You know alive or not I still care about my bakusquad.

Kirishima slowly put the flowers on Bakugo's grave and looked back Kaminari and two kids running around.

"Daddy! Are you done!?" One of the kids screamed as he jumped on Kirishima's back.

"Yesh daddy pleash finish fashter!" Said the younger one with blond hair.

"Alright alright Daddy's all done. Come on let's go home." Kirishima stood up and gave a soft smile to his husband that looking right back at him.

"Yeah let's go Kiri, really you take so long you slow poke!" Said Kaminari as he carried the younger and walked towards the car.

Oh Bakubro how much I wish you could be here

Kirishima thought as he walked after his family.

Todoroki was doing a little jog in the morning around the neighborhood as he stopped beside the building...that Deku lived in.

Oh Deku how much I wish you were here

And finally come back

Only if Bakugo never left...everything would be normal...

Todoroki let out a long sigh as he continued running.

Sero and Mina we're working at the flower shop as Mina looked at the Bakugo picture they had on the counter.

"If he was still alive do you think he would help us out?" Mina looked back at Sero who looked down with a sad expression.

"He would. Only if he was here." Sero hugged Mina from the back as Mina hugged the picture in her arms.

"He would probably throw the flowers around and make everywhere messy." Mina laughed as so did Sero.

God Bakugo how much we wish you we're here

They both thought as they continued back to their work

Deku, I love you and please don't think you're a burden or what I did was your fault.

What I did was my own choice. 

You have nothing to do with it.

I am leaving with no regrets in this life except not being able to say 'bye' to mom

and

not working with you at the pizza delivery

God, how cute that would be

I'm sorry nerd.

Sorry

Sorry for everything

Hope you can truly forgive me one day

You know I still worry deep in my grave

I still love you and will never stop thinking about you

God how much I love you baby

Remember when you asked me if I would die for you?

Ha and I started lecturing you saying you don't know you will do it until you're in the state of giving your life to another.

Well as you see, I am ready to die for you because Deku you're my everything.

Please don't or every even think about harming yourself!

Because if you try to I'll blast your ass!

You're always positive and sweet.

So keep that smile on Nerd.

Because it's not the end baby.

It is just the beginning!"

A/N: Please leave a vote!! I tried my best this whole book!!!